February 27, 2010

Nirolos nishkriyota


Shesh
porjonto ar nijeke dhore rakhte parlam na. biplobe naam likhiyei phellam.
Bisheshoto jokhon moner moto ekta biplober khNoj pawai gechhe.
Bohudin dhorei ei dintar aboshyombhabee agomoner ashonkaay kNata hoye chhilen amar priyojonera. baba maa r niyomito majhhrate ghum bhenge gola shukoto. thakuma sokal sondhye thakurghore dor diye chokher jol phelten.
TNader somosto shonka sotyi kore ami ekhon 'Do Less' biplober jhanda tola comrade.
Actually 'Do Nothing'.
Goto pNach dine ami saatti cinema dekhechhi. duti golper boi ardhekta kore poRechhi. dubela Top Ramen kheye katiyechhi ebong ekbaar i ranna korar attempt niye palong shaak-er bodole frozen Broccoli-r packet khule koRai-e dhelechhi.
Emon noy je amar ar kichhu korar chhilona. kintu aami soggyane segulo na korar sahos sonchoy korechhi. ba tothakothito 'productive' life er mogojdholai mitthyeta dhore phelechhi bola bhalo.
Abar phirte hobe jani. kichhu ekta howar bhuut eto sohoje ghaaR theke nambe na. kintu se joddin chhutite ami amar poRe pawa nirbhejal mukti upobhog kore ni.

February 19, 2010

Susomoy


Smriti ghNete ei chhobita berolo sedin.





Aaj theke thik 12 bochhor 11 maas 24 din aager ek bosontodine chhobita tola.
Madhyomik porikkha shesher por didibhaider bolechhilam, "beRate niye jetei hobe, j-e-t-e-i hobe". tNara jemon bhalo poRaten temon bhalo prosroy diten. kajei beshi bolte hoyni.
Chhobir 6 joner sathe jogajog sompurNo bichhinno bohudin. 4 jon byasto, ghore ebong baire. ekjon jonoNee.
Majhhkhaner ek jug ghotonar ghonoghotay chhoylaap. Life-changing situations jake bole. prem-e poRa, prem theke chhitke poRa, bondhutto, 'anyorokom' bondhutto, jeebon ebong jeeboner ortho niye regular dhaba-baji, saptahik cynicism-er class-e naam lekhano ebong realize kora je kono kichhuri kono maane nei.

Sob jhapsa hoye gechhe.

Baaro bochhor aager tinte din shudhu kromosho ujjwol theke ujjwolotoro hoyechhe mathar bhetor. rastar pasher dokaner signboard poRe hese goRiye poRchhi, pother dhaar theke polasher guchho haate tule dichhen Romadidibhai, Dam-er jole dheu tule hoihoi kore jhoR aaslo, bhije kaak sobbai, didibhai ra dekheo dekhchhen na.........

Aproyojoneeyo smritir aborjona upche poRe durgondhomoy kore tulechhe charpash. majhe majhe purono erokom duekta chhobi khNuje pawa tai mondo na.

Rannabati


Amar
notun khela, rannabati.
Instrumental variable ar endogeneity-r anonto shoRojontro ke nosyat kore diye aamar mon juRe ekhon semisweet chocolate aar sorsHe ilish aar kumRor chhokkar dapadapi. Amartya marjona korben. apnar chokh dhNadhano medha aar nobel-joulush ke helay mlaan kore amar role model ekhon bongmom ar David Lebovitz.
Amar dosh nei. Instant Gratificaiton shune shiure uthe kaan chapa dewar shoishob shesh. Result-er por result niye giye advisor-er gombheer theke gombheeroto hoye otha mukh dekhar theke cheesecake khaiye porpurushder hridoy e impression jomano (ebong dhomonee te cholesterol) anek better kaaj.
Interesting byapar hochhe amar notun khelar choritrota. shishukale putul khelay utsaher obhab dekhe chintito hoye amar ma buchididir putul chheler sathe amar putul meyer ghotkali korechhilen. ami tokhon somoyer theke anekta egiye chhilam kina, tai maa jokhon event managemaent-er gurudayeetto palon korchhilen, ami 'cool' konyapokkho hoye chhotto chhotto luchi aar alubhaja kheyei kortobyo serechhilam. 'Morning shows the day' er morjada okkhuNNo rekhe porobortee du doshok dhore baRite bar tinek rongheen biswad cha banano ar JNU giye senior didi ke maggi ki kore banate hoy jigges kore nijeke khorak kora chhaRa amar culinary jogot e abodan shuNyo.
Not anymore.
Ami ekhon jani 'Bain Marie' khay o na, mathay o deyna. ami ekhon dokane giye shoishober prem ujjwol beguni ronger moRok upekkha kore cocoa solids percentage-er vital stats dekhi. ami shikhe gechhi kauke recipe bolar somoy ekta key ingredient bolte nei. Alton Brown aamar jeebone notun Chandril.
Thakuma thik i bolto. Judge/magistrate/Ph.D. hok na hok, hata khunti naaRa theke palanor poth nei.

February 17, 2010

Proshongsha, telbaji noy


Proshongsha
oti bishom bostu.
Prothomoto
, proshongsha kora khoob shokto byapar. nijeke chatukaar na baniye bishwasjogyo bhabe proshongsha kora shokto kaaj.
Proshongsha nite parao jante hoy. akkhore akkhore bishwas korchhi othocho mukhe godogodo bhab phute uthbe na, (aabar samanyo birokto o laagchhe je iis important point ta bolchhe na keno, jottosob) practice korte laage.
Atmobishwas er abhab anek somoy proshongsha neway badha srishti kore. aami emon lok chini jara proshongsha korle rege jay. bhabe awaj dichhe bujhi. moha bipod.
Amar
sadharoNoto ei somosyata nei. phuto-phata, chNeRa, khNuto, second hand, emonki proshongsha kina bojha hachhe na, kintu shune mone hochhe ninde korchhe na gochher montobyo o aami gracefully accept kori.
Kono kono kkhetre poristhiti eto sorol thakena.
Amader baRir lokeder blood pressure control e thakar, ebong mathay rokto uthe doinondin khunokhuni na howar pechhone jNar obodaan sobtheke beshi tNar naam, aro aneker moto, aamio janina. tNaar meyer naam Bhagabati. Bhagabatir maa aajker golper nayika.
Bhagabatir maa bohudin dhore aamader baRite aasen ebong chhotobela theke dekhchhen to, aamar opor onar besh mayao poRechhe. aami je khoob bhalo meye se niye onar kono sondeho nei, ebong karo thakuk setao uni hote dite chan na. otoeb, "aami to sokkolre koi, aamago sona ektu bNete aar rongda moyla, kintu monda ekkere dudher moto porishkar".
Kichhu bolar aachhe?

Raka ke


Raka
, ei post ta tomar jonyo.
Abantor
er kalponik pathokkul, aami aapnader anuposthiti care kori na, karoN aamar anuposthiti kheyal kora ebong khNoj newar lok aachhe. ebong se aapnader theke aneeeeek better karoN se amake eggroll khaway, holoi ba seta virtual.
Bakider ki hoto janina, amader school e kamai-er chithi na aanle kaan dhore dNaaR koriye rakhar ekta borbor protha procholito chhilo. tai aag baRiye bolchhi, aasini karoN 'phNakibaji' naamer bohu purono chena ekta poka kamRechhilo. oshudh hisebe 'sodichha' r dose dite shuru korechhi, kaaj debe kina ekhoni bola jachhena.
 
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