May 31, 2010

Bidrohiider bonchona

Bidyasagar bohudin holo more bNechechhen, ma baba gurumoshai traffic-pulish air-hostess ebong boyose boRo tabot praaNiir kotha mene chole Gopal-sodrisho 'subodh balok' hoye othar gourber din-o astomito.
Ekaaler moniishira (jotha biduushii Rowling) borong bole thaken, mene-na-cholatai asole protibhar lokkhoN. amra jara jonme thekei, boyos ebong size-e boRo jekono kichhur kotha akkhore akkhore mene chole, 'ki baddhyo!!' haattali kuRochhilam, tara asole moddhyomedhar prokrishtomo nomuna chhaRa ar kichhui na. jara na-mene-cholar sahos rakhe, tader hatei thake poribortoner chabikathhi. joragrosto somajke ghaaR dhore bodle jodi keu dey, tobe tarai debe.
Ami romanchito. ei jene je, emon dosyi-damal-bNadhonchhaRa-poroyahiin-praaNer abhaab nei amar charpashe.
Seat belt bNadhte bola hochchhe bolei je bNadhte hobe, emon merudondohiinotay eNra bhogenna. Plane matite namar ghoshoNa hoye gechhe ebong laptop bondho korar nirdesh dewa hoyechhe bolei je seta potropathh muRe phelte hobe, emon ghaaRnoyano mogojdholai-er ishkuleo eNra poRenni. ghaaRer opor bimansebika dNaRiye thaken (jodi lojja hoy, ei britha aashay), ini somoy niye, MS Word-e apostrophe ar semicolon edit korte thaken. kortripokkher mukhe jhhama ghoshe dewar gourobe enaar sfiito bokkho aro ektu phule othhe, ar ami amar bhiito moddyobittotar lojjay aro ektu kNukRe jai.
Ke bolechhe moshai, anusthhan cholakaliin mobile phone niirob rakhte hobe? ar bollei ba shunbo keno? prothomoto, je sob akommar dhNekira 40 minute phone bondho kore rakhar adbhuut prostaab dite pare tader kotha shonbar dorkar nei, ar dorkar-torkar jodi baad-o di, eta hochchhe, moulik adhikarer ekkebare goRay hostokkhep. amar poysay kena mobile-e, amar bachchai kora pitti-jwalano ringtone bajbe, ami jotokkhoN ashepashe jomte thaka biroktite bhrukkhep na kore, chokh kNuchke, nomborta dekhe uddhar korchhi, ebong siddhanto nichhi je phone-ta ami dhorbo ki dhorbo na, totokkhoN porjonto. kon shyaloker ki bolar achhe.
Sotyi-i kichhu bolar nei. ami shudhu nirob guNomugdhotay aapluto hoye eNder mukher dike takiye aNatipati kore khNuji. asamanyotar chinho, niyom bhangar nirbhul daapot, matha uNchu kore loklojjar mukhe lathi koshiye anyorokom kichhu kore dekhanor protibhar sakkhor.
Bodole shudhu, shuNyodrishti ar bhableshhiinota dekhi. samanyotomo bibechona ebong bodher chNoyachshuNyo, nirbhejal nirbikaarota. ei chokhei naki abadhyotar agun jwolar protisruti chhilo!!
Amar nojorer-i dosh hoyto.

May 26, 2010

Baasa

'House Hunters' dekhte bose anekdin porjonto amar mathay dhuktona, loke baRi kinte gele 'Resale Value'r khNoj kore keno.
BaRita jodi bikri-i kore debe, tahole kinchhe keno!!
BaRi purono hobe, rannaghorer dewale telkali jombe, bosar ghorer dewale chair thele rakhte rakhte daag poRbe, ghulghulite choRai-er basa, Bibekananda-r chhobi soralei niche notuner moto jhokjhoke rong, prokash na korte para durdanto raag dorjar pallar opor proyog, ebong pholsworuup ardhek khule aasa jhulonto chhitkini......tobe na bojha jabe, lokjon thaake baRitay. thaake, chNechiye jhogRa kore, chokher jol phele, mukhe kichhu na bolo bhalobase, raag hoy, rog hoy, sere othhe.
Ami je baRitay jonmechhilam, ebong ekhono je baRitatei majhe majhe phiri, se baRita na dorshondharii, ebong guNer bichareo thake passmarks dewa shokto. goto ardhoshotabdii dhore basindara nijeder proyojon, morji ebong ruchimoto baRitake bhengechhe, churechhe, juRechhe. 'baRita'r cheharata kirokom dNaRachhe, setar bindumatro toyakka na korei.
Kajei, ekhon amader baRite notun keu beRate ese jodi edik odik jete chan, tahole byaparta ei rokom dNaRay. "are dekhe, choukathh", "sabdhane, ei barandata pore banano hoyechhe kina, tai ektu nichu", (hNya, baRir thik majhhkhane, bola nei kowa nei, ekta baranda), "Bathroom jaben? ei dorja diye jan. aboshyo oita diyeo jete paren, apnar choice", "aha, oi dorjata apni khulte parben na, dNaRan" bole keu ekjon ektu duur theke pick-up niye chhute ese dorjay dhakka maren (jerokom dhakka mere mere hindi cinemay hero-ra juge juge dorja bhenge bondinii nayikader uddhar korechhen), ebong baadhyo bachchar moto 'khotas' kore chhitkini khule jay.
Baaganero eki dosha. baagan na bole jongol bolai bhalo. baagan korar je ekta nandonik dik achhe, ebong se niye je toliye bhabe, keu, prithibiir kothao, ei khoborta amar baRir lokke dite jaben na. apnake boddho pagol thhaurabe. gachh pNotar dorshontao soja ebong sapta. proyojon. thakurer pujo, ebong thakurer bhoktoder petpujoy lagena, emon kono ful-foler gachh apni amader 'jongol'-e khNuje paben na.
'House Hunters' dekhe anupraNito hoye ami ekdin bose bose amader ei bitikichchhiri baRitar 'Resale Value' andaj korar cheshta korchhilam. khoobi hotashajonok. bohu ebong jothechchho byabohaarjonito klanti amader baRitar sorbange. protiti shishur jonmer anondo, protiti shubho poriNoyer ullas, protiti bidayer bishad, nirbhul chhap rekhe gechhe baRitar gaaye. kono 'make-over'-er ja chapa dewar saadhyi nei.
Tokkhuni mone poRe gelo, baRita aduur keno, suduur bhobishyoteo bikri korar kono sombhabona nei. jotoi bichhiri dekhte hok, roj sokale etatei ghum theke uthhte hobe, raate shute jawar aage edik odiker 14 ta dorjay khil diye (ghum chokher abhisompaat-sohojoge) etatei ghumote jete hobe. ekhono anekdin amader jongol aalo kore kolke phul phutbe.
DhoRe praaN elo.

May 25, 2010

Byaktigoto

'Personal Space' shobdota kintu besh golmele.
Na, inverted comma tomma diye shuru korlam bole emon bhabar karoN nei je ami ebaar 'personal space'wala-der jhheRe kapoR porabo. amio mone praaNe bishwas kori, protiti manusher nijoswo 'bubble' achhe, kane ipod gNuje, baki prithibiitake sei 'bubble'-er baire ghaaRdhakka diye bar kore dewar moulik adhikar achhe. ebong keu gaaye poRe sei 'bubble' fatiiye dite chaile tar 14 purush uddhar korar adhikar-o.
Ami shudhu ektu ghNete jai majhe majhe.
Amader class-e ekti chhele achhe, jar sathe goto 4 bochhore aalap, asfuuto "How're you doing?" othoba thNot tipe ekta mukhobyadan, jeta ultodiker lok pherot dile 'haasi', ar na dile 'ami-to-just-mukhmondoler-exercise-korchhilam'-er beshi egoyni.
Eibela bole rakhi, ini sobar sathei mepe haasen, mepe kotha bolen. eka amake dekhte paren na bole eRiye cholen emon noy.
Tate asubidhe kichhu nei. ami boichitre bishwasii ebong jani, gomRa, gaaye-poRa, golobostro, horekrokom lok na thakle, already boring prithibiita aro boring hoye jeto.
Kintu surprise surprise!!
Udaar bondhur facebook time-e bhag bosiye (jokhon tokhon anyo loker personal space-e kamoR dewar bodobhyes amar achhe), chena lokjoner profile-e ghurte beriye ei gombhiir bondhutir profile-e uposthit hoye amar chokkhu choRokgaachh.
2 periye 3 digit-er ghor chhNuye phela 'friends' list, 'wall'-e comments-er huRohuRi dekhe joto na, tar theke beshi amar bondhutike dekhe.
Naak-chokh-mukh ar naam-dhaam-qualifications chhaRa, sei mukh-tipe-haaslo-kina-bojha-gelo-na loktar songe ei 'happening' byaktitir ar kono mil nei.
Ei lokti ghontay ghontay nijer status message bodlay. prothom ghontay jana gelo, tar aaj advisor-er sathe meeting kirokom foloprosuu hoyechhe (smiley ebong uttejona-prokash kora dhwoni-byanjona soho), dwitiiyo ghontay se likhlo, Friday night se tar bandhobiir sathe kon restaurant-e giye udjapon korte chay. tritiiyo ghontay elo post udjapon bignopti.
HNya, ami tinghontay tinbar tar profile poriikkha korechhi. empirical thesis likhchhi kina, data jogaR korar jonyo ami aro anek kichhu korte raaji achhi, bondhur facebook time kobja kora to tuschu.
Je ami, amake na jigges kore pisemoshaike amar chhobi dekhiyechhilo bole maa-r sathe dudin kotha bolini, sei ami ekta abantor blog khule, amar chhobi theke shuru kore, naam dhaam, pesha, preme byarthota, sober goppo phNede bosechhi.
Shoto shoto lok, jNara sNiRite pasher flat-er loker sathe dekha hole nojor namiye pash katiye jan (na, amishuke bole noy, just joRotay), tNara nijer chhobi, nijer bachchar chhobi, nijer kukurer chhobi, maay nijer modhuchondrimar golapful chhoRano king-size bichhanar chhobi porjonto public forum-e tule dichhen. aboliilakrome.
Jekhane 'screening' bole byaparta just naam-ka-waaste (profile lock korar kotha jodi bolen, come on, ami apnar friend list-er dhaarekachheo nei, kintu kaalkei ami apnar biyer chhobi, ar profile-e lekha kobita poRe hese goRagoRi kheyechhi). Cyber-dushkritokariider kotha jodi bhuleo jai, jodi dhoreo ni je amader chhobi niye keu bhulbhal korbena, tobu keu na keu haasbe, mukh bNyakabe, tachchhilyo korbe, bolbe, "boss, era kara??"
Amader personal space-e dhuke, neRe cheRe, tulyomuulyo bichar kore, ajaachito ebong koRa motamot prokash kore chole jachhe lokkho lokkho lok, protidin, proti muhuurte.
Personal space, I guess, emon kichhuo personal noy.

May 24, 2010

Small talk


Amake apni 'boring/meaningful-kothopokothon-chalate-aparog/intellectually challenged' bole jotokhushii gaal paaRte paren, kintu small talk-er bishoy hisebe ekhono amar prothom ebong ekmatro pochhondo aabhawa porjalochona. "ebochhor to thanda poRloi na", "kagoje to likhechhe nimnochaap hobe", "global warming-er chote moshai sob calender guliye gechhe" gochher topic niye ami sotsaahe apnar songe boke jete raji aachhi, Haripal theke Howrah, Chandni chowk theke Chawri Baazar, othoba Columbus theke Cincinnati.
Kintu bishwas korun, amar absolutely kono idea nei economic recession kobe shesh hobe.
"Sotyi bolchhi sir, ami janina horodhonu ke bhengechhe. jokhon bhanga hochhilo, ami tokhon sekhane chhilam na sir."
Economic recession na hoy haaler byapar. 15 ghonta nonstop flight-e kNadune bachchar moto (apnar bachhar kotha bolchhi na, apnar pasher seat-er bhodroloker bachcha) klantihiin 'inflation' ar Share-bajarer nityonoimittik othhapoRa niye koto proshno je amake face korte hoyechhe goto 10 bochhore, train-e, bus-e, mudir dokane, sports-er mathhe. sref ei aporadhe, je ami economics poRi.
Development economics kake bole? economic recession kobe shesh hobe? poverty alleviation ki realistic?
Bishwas korun, ami janina. ami jani je amar jana uchit. kintu tao, ami janina.
Rogchota ek senior dada ekbaar chotemote bolechhilo, "janina moshai, janbar cheshtatei achhi. janle apnake janiye debo."
Amar khoob jante ichhe kore, jara 'High-temperature Superconductivity' othoba 'Fluid Dynamics' niye poRashona kore tader sathe edhoroNer kothopokothon kon line-e egoy. ba adou egoy kina.
Pore notes miliye dekhlam, somosyata arthoniitir proti swabhabik outsukyo-songkranto noy. somosyata small talk chalanor bishoyer abhaabjonito. Philosophy chhatro ke jemon shuntei hobe, "so, what is life?" Biology poRle tai 'cloning' somporke motamot thaka ebong sei motamot proshnokortar kachhe prokash kora badhyotamuulok. bNete manushder proti, "baba na maa kake beshi bhalobaso?", chhutite baRi phirle, "edeshta bhalo na odeshta?", ar grihobodhuuder jonyo aadi akritrim, "saradin ki koren?"
Tai bolchhi, 'arthopuurNo aalapcharita' r geroy poRe labh ki, tar cheye amader chirokele 'rriturongo' anek bhalo, smart ebong chhimchhaam.
Amar khoob jante ichhe korchhe, apnar bishoyta ki, ebong ei niye apnake ki ki proshNobaaNer sommukhiin hote hoy.

May 23, 2010

To do

Sokal 5:30 theke 6:30 morning walk, snan breakfast sere 9:30 r moddhye office. 9:30 theke 12:30 porjonto first paper-er data work. 12:30 theke 12:45 er moddhye quick lunch (eta ektu beshi ambitious, emonki list-e lekhar pokkheo, kajei nimraji hoye ami lunch-er jonyo adhghonta boraddo kori. songe matha neRe boli, hobena hobena Kuntala, 30 minute dhore sandwich kheye keu kokhono Nobel Prize payni). lunch-er por bikel 4 te porjonto second paper-er literature review. ekta 15 minuter cha break. ei break ta nehat networking korte hoy bole newa. noyto cha kheye noshto korar moto somoy amar haate nei. tarpor shesh bus-ta jotokkhoN na aaschhe totokhhoN dombondho kore kaaj. dinner bhule geleo kkhoti nei. nawa khawa na bhulle ar sadhona kiser. diner sheshe dhNukte dhNukte baRi phire bichhanay showa matro ghum.
Erokom list, hubahu na holeo, eri ektu unish-bish, amar baRite jotrototro poRe achhe. table-e, fridge-er gaaye, bathroom-er aaynay, cupboard-er dorjay. computer screensaver tao ekta list kore rakhbo bhebechhilam, pachhe loke dekhe haase, tai seta kkhanto diyechhi.
Loklojja katiye na uthte parle ejonmer moto next Amartya Sen howa holo na aar, ei sahoj sotyo-ta ami kobe bujhbo ke jane.
Se jakge. modda kotha holo list banate amar daruN bhalo lage.
List mene cholata abar oto bhalo noy. boring.
Sokalbelar 3 ghonta poRar somoyta jemon, specially koshtokor. tai ami nijeke bojhai, ekhon borong bank-er kaajta sere aasi. pore bank-er boraddo somoytay poRe newa jabe. othoba Post Office-eo jawa jete pare. othoba janalar baire takiye bose thakao mondo na.
Lunch, tea break egulo abar akkhore akkhore mene cholte kono asubidhei hoyna. borong egulo shesh koratai shokto.
Amar list-e apatoto eka article shesh korar kotha chhilo dekhte pachhi. kintu article likhe ke kobe boRolok hoyechhe? tai ami ei prolaapta lihke somoytar sodbyabohar korlam.
Bhalo decision kina?

May 19, 2010

Connected

Amar ei muhuurte 11 ta email account.
Gmail 8 ta, Rediffmail 1 ta, Yahoo 1 ta, ar 1 ta office-er.
Protyekta account khola, ebong maintain korar pechhone akatyo jukti achhe.
Rediffmail-tar position-tai ja ektu dhhile. 10 bochhor aage, Bethune college-er pasher golir ghupchi cyber cafe-te bose khola, oiti amar jiiboner prothom email account. jesob loker sathe amar oi thikanar madhyome jogajog chhilo, tader pray keu-i aar bNeche nei. Account-ta ekhon amar jotorokom na-manushik jogajoger jonyo byabohrito hoy. soptahe ekbar kore dhuke New York & Company, Macy's, CVS Pharmacy-r bhalobese pathaono offer delete kore beriye aasi.
Kajei byaparta ekebare useless-o noy.
Ei account-tate aboshyo aaro nanarokom interesting prostab aase. se prosonge gele amar blog-er pathhok sonkhya ratarati 3 theke 30000 perobe. ta sotweo songjom practice korchhi :(...
Next, yahoo. eta actually rediffmail-er thekeo faltu. University-r Indian Association-er aayojito Diwali Bonanza, Holi Dhamaka, roommate khNoja ebong taRanor notice, poRa shesh kore deshe pherar aage abyabohrito extra toilet paper bikri korar advertisement, eisob etay aase. amio maase dubar kore dhuke egulo poRi, jate account-ta chalu thake. bola jay na, kokhon kii kaje lege jay.
Office-er account-ta khule rekhechhi, karoN ota bondho kore dile amar maas maine-tao bondho hoye jabe. seta allow kora jayna.
Gmail.
SorboguuNsomponno, sorbobhuute birajoman.
Prothom je account-ta khulechhilam, setar user id-ta moner moto hoyni. mon khNutkhNut korchhilo, tai khulei phellam arekta. tritiiyo-ta khulechhilam ekti bhoyanok interesting chheler sathe benami bondhutwo paatanor jonyo. sei bondhutwo jokhon mukh-na-dekhadekhir chehara nilo, tokhon purono sob jogajog chhinno kore abar notun kore shuru korbo thik koray choturtho-ta khultei hoyechhilo. ponchom account-ta khulechhilam keno mone nei, shoshthho-ta khulechhilam bore hoye giye. soptom-ta, abar, purushghotito karoN. ebong ashtom-ti khulechhi abantor-er agoNito anuragii-ke amar kachhe pNouchhonor sujog kore dite.
Se sujog ekhono achhe. haatchhaRa korle loss apnar.
Amar actually mondo lage na. 11 ta account. diner moddhye ghuriye phiriye sobkota 30-40 bar check kore tao khanikta timepass hoy arki.
Sobedhon niilmoNi password-ta haralei bipod. tobe ki ar hobe, arekta account khulte hobe, I guess.

May 18, 2010

Melamesha

Bideshe poRte aasar somoy, career songkranto uchchhakangkha, athoba prothom bishwe dhokar chhaRpotro pawar glamour chhaRao ar ekta ichhe aneker monei thake. gondii chheRe beronor saadh.
Pujoy jemon kore bhog khetam, Thanksgiving-e temon kore turkey khabo, St. Patrick's Day-te sobuj ronger jama pore michhil-e hNatbo, Halloween-e hasyokor naak jodi laganor sahos nao kore uthte pari, Jellyfish seje aasa gublu shishur jonyo candy kine jomiye rakhbo.
Sob utsob-i niyom kore palon kora hoy. ghore bose tumul adda mere, athoba baire khete giye. Thanksgiving-e sobai mile ranna-o kore khawa hoy, Halloween-e adbhuutdorshon tupi pore pub-e giye naachteo dekhechhi amar anek porichito lokke. kintu jai korina keno, sheshporjonto sobguloi, aro ekta bangla-bola-practice-korar class-e poriNoto hoy.
Bochhorer por bochhor dhore eki ghotonar punorabritti. ami jokhon bhabtei partam na, bidesher maatite boseo amar bangali chhaRa kono bondhu hobena, amar senior-ra mone mone sotyi-ta janto. aaj jokhon amar junior ese amake bole, tomra paroni, kintu ami anyo bondhutwo pataboi, ami chup kore thaki. ami chai o paruk, kintu hoyto ami poriNotitao jani.
Idaning mone hoy, ki jani, mishte ki sotyi-i cheyechhilam kokhono? amar ja achhe ta diye, anyer ja achhe ta grohoN kore milemishe unnototoro kono sonskriti-r jonmo dewar mohot ideal kotota idea chhilo, ar kotota sotyikaarer chawa? ei chomotkar idea-ta bastobe apply korte gele jetuku porisrom/adjustment-er dorkar hoy, seta eRiye giye Friday night-e sei ghortay phire aaste anek beshi aaram lage, jekhane sobai je shudhu amar bhashay kotha bolchhe tai noy, amar moto kore bhabchheo, karoN amra sobai abikol ek training-er moddhyo diye esechhi.
Sedin amar ek bandhur class-e, ekti chhatri 'inventory' shobdota bondhuke diye 5 theke 6 baar boliye, shesh porjonto board-e likhe bojhate badhhyo korechhe. karoN amar bondhur inventory-r 'o' uchcharoN, chhatri-tir sarajiibon dhore bole ebong shune aasa uchharoNer theke anyorokom.
Bishoyta niye porer shukrobaar raate tumul shorgol. sotyi, raag howar-i kotha. eta asombhob je chhatriti shobdota bujhte parchhilona (baki class suddhu sobai bujhechhe, tara ei chhatritike bojhanor cheshtao korechhilo, meyeti korNopaat koreni). o jeta korechhe, seta just bujhiye dewa je eta amar matribhasha, tomar noy. ebong tumi serokom bhabei bhashata bolbe, jemon kore ami chai.
Hasyokor.
Amar goto 4 bochhor dhore, 'labour' ar 'colour'-e 'u' diye jawar motoi hasyokor hoyto. athoba 'schedule' bole barongbar shuNyodrishtir sommukhiin hoyeo kichhutei 'skedule' na bolar gNoartumir moto. Era bujhuk ar na bujhuk, ami amar 'British' English niye gorbito. ebong ami jani, amarta thik, ederta bhul.
Ami jeta kori, amader oi chhatri-tio exactly setai korechhe. unish-bish. tar beshi noy.
'Skedule' bolina bole bondhu hoyni, emon daabii pagoleo korena. ebong amar ekhono pagol hote samanyo holeo deri achhe.
Tobe amra 'nijoswota' bolte thik ki bujhi (haay, amra amader 'British' English niye jerokom sensitive, jeta sotyi-i nijeder, sei bangla bhashatar proti jodi tar sikibhag-o anubhob kortam) ebong sei nijoswota bojay rakhar jonyo kotoduur jabo, ebong seta konobhabe amader ghorer bairer prithibiitar sathe melameshake probhabito korbe kina, seta bhabbar bypar.

May 17, 2010

Phonebook

Apnar purse/wallet-er bhetorer sei chhoto boitar kotha mone achhe?
Chorom asubidhejonok, inefficient, khamoka jayga newa, opranter lok already nombor bolte shuru kore diyechhen, ebong amake likhte hobe, emon crucial muhuurte bag haatRe jake khNuje pawa lottery pawar theke kichhumatro kom noy, sei phonebook tar kotha?
KhNut dhorte chaile prothom paata thekei shuru kora jay. keu ki kokhono personal details-er paatay tax consultants-der naam likhechhen? othoba blood group? othoba driving license renew korar date?
Oi sari sari STD/ISD nombor, jodi apni amar moto praayandho na hon, tahole jodio ba udhhar kore uthte paren, seta kon kaaje laagbe? Germany-te thaka maasi, othoba Georgia-y thaka pisemoshai-ke jogajog korte gele free-te skype khule boslei hoy. ek mile lomba ekta nombor dial kore ghupchi booth-er bhyapsa gorome dNaRiye chitkar kore, "shunte pachho?" ebong aro chitkaar kore, "kintu ami shunte pachhi na", bolar din chole gechhe bohujug holo.
Tobe sobtheke biroktikor byaparta holo letter-pichhu paata dharjo korar hiseb ta.
Kon juktite 'S'-er boradde jotogulo paata, 'X'-er bhaageo totogulo? 'Z' diye naam shuru hoy, emon kotojonke chenen apni? 'S'-er paatar margin-er koNaay, chaale-naam-lekha competition-e first prize pawar moto kore je nomborta kaal tukechhilen apni, seta jodi aaj uddhar korte paren, tahole apnar khhure amar soshrodhho proNoti roilo.
'S'-e jayga na peye sejomaasi-ke agotya anyotro soranor byabostha kortei hoyechhilo. tarpore bochhor tinek dhore matha chulkechhilam, 'A'-r ghore ei Aparna Chattopadhyay ti ke, ebong sejomaasi-o niyom kore gonjona o lecture chaliye giyechhilen, ejuger chhelemeyera je motei jogajog rakhte chay na, se bishoye.
Ekta mobile phone jokhon jogaR holo, ei byapartatei sobtheke beshi khushi hoyechhilam tai. besh botam tiplei sobbar naam-nombor chokher saamne line diye chole aase. susongbodhho, poripaati.
Karo sathe jonmer moto aaRi hoye gele, ek second-e tar somosto chinho ni(:)sheshe muchhe phela jay. paatar kaalighosha jaygatar dike takiye protyekbar mone poRena, tolaay kon naamta chapa poRe achhe.
Phone book-ta, sotyi, ghaaRe kore ghorar kono maanei hoyna.
Tobu amar purse-e luchibhaja boi-take boye beRachhi. jotobar-i phelte jai, mone hoy, arekbar dekheni, jodi kono joruri nombor theke thake (nei, thakte parena, 100 bar porikkha kora hoye gechhe). naamgulor opore chokh buliye ter pai, eder beshirbhager sathei konorokom jogajog nei. dorkar nei, upaay-o nei. upaay thakleo, jogajoger ichhetai udhaao hoyechhe anekdin holo. .
Boka boita, bhule jawa, bhule jete chawa somoyer saakhipromaaN niye chokher samne dNaRiye achhe.
Guarder pNechiye, chhNeRa paatagulo samle, take abar bag-er bismriti-te chalan kori.

May 15, 2010

ShonaktokoroN

Ekta manushke arekta manusher sathe guliye na phelar jonyo (chena jana bhoyanok shokto byapar, kajei amar syllabus-er baire) kotogulo 'marka' maarar dorkar hoy?
Naam thikana, babar naam, lingo, dhormo, desh, bhaasha.
Achha, shikkhagoto jogyota, marital status, gaayer rong.
Aaro chai? lomba bNete, roga mota, naak chyapta-tNikolo, chokh soru-potolchera.
Apnar list-o jodi amar list-er moto dekhte hoy, tahole khoob rude shonaleo bolte badhhyo hochhi, apni moshai 'living under a rock'. Rock-er niich theke beriye chokh mele takiye dekhun, apni jokhon Rip Van Winkle-ke lojja debar moto nidra jachhilen, totokkhoNe duniya kothay pNouchhe gechhe.
X, Y, Z periye notun projonmo borNomalar nagaler baire pNouchhe, Pluto becharake, sref gaayer jore Nobogroho club theke ardhochondro dewa hoyechhe, ar manusher buddhi (ami aapni ekhono nijeder je projatir sodosyo bhabar promaad-poshoN kori) emon beRechhe, je mukh khulte na khultei, tara dhore phelchhe ke feminist, ke CPM, ke homosexual, ke bi-curious, ke Maobadii.
Ebong apni jodi oporer talika ebong talikar bairer ajosro category (bakigulo likhte ichhe korchhe na, ami aabar 'porisrom-intolerant') r moddhye poRen othoba na poRen tahole tar implication ki ki, ebong apni ki khaan, ki mathay den, ki bhaben, se niye karori kono songshoyer abokash thakbe na. karoN jekono categorization-er motoi, apnaar choritrer categorization-r nirbhul, nischhidro.
Mod khaina, arthat ami gNoRa, Hindi cinema-r comedy dekhe amar haasi paay na, atoeb ami aNtel, Sara Palin-ke duo dite gele pornstar keno bolte hobe, se jukti amar mathay dhokena, nirghat ami Republican, dieting kori bole ami 'shallow', jeans pori? tobe ami 'feminist'. shesher ta abishwasyo mone hote pare. kintu noy. bishwas korun.
Ami janina egulor uttore ki bolte hoy. atoeb chup kore thaka chhaRa gotyontor nei.

May 14, 2010

GoNobhojon

Networking, jiibondharoNer jonyo nishwas newar thik porei jar gurutwo, tar angsho hisebe kichhu kichhu 'Happy Hour'- e jawar abhignota hoyechhe amar. uddyeshota holo, Friday night-e sobai mile paanbhojon kore bonding ebong contacts (actually, shudhu contacts) baRano. Idea ta dibbi, tobe amar definition-er happiness-er sathe tar kono duursomporker aatmiiyotao nei.
Chhotobelay chhade maayer shaaRi taangiye feast (bolte giye bujhlam, shobotar sathe kotodin bade dekha holo abar) amar prothom goNobhojoner smriti. chNada bolte chhotoder matha pichhu 5 taka, ar boRoder 10 taka. se chNaday ki khawa hoyechhhilo seta kichhui mone nei, kintu baagane maa jethhira bose ranna korchhilo, ar chhotora laphiye jhNapiye moha utsahe kaak taRachhilo, ar sob miliye ki bhiishoN moja hoyechhilo, seta siki shotabdii poreo sposhto mone achhe.
Amader paRay aboshyo bochhorer bNadha besh kichhu din goNobhojoner jonyo dhaarjo chhilo. DolpuurNimar raat tader moddhye smritite sobtheke beshi ujjwol. sara sokal dupur dhore thyalagaRi kore baRi baRi theke chal dal ar chNada jogaR kora hoto. raate mondirer chatal-e line diye bose khichuri, dimbhaja ar bNode. samanyo khawa, asamanyo fuurti. shudhu jara sokale rong makhate deyni tader samanyo sotorko thakar byapar chhilo. pant-er pocket ar shaaRi aNchol, ar oRnar tolaay lukono abiir-er packet, shampoo kora mathar opor neme aste parto jokhon tokhon. ar khete khete hothat current chole gele paat theke dimbhaja haapis hoye jawar ghotonao kichhu amil chhilona.
School-e Soroswotii pujor khawao arekta important goNobhojon. ekbochhor, amader ponkti-r sheshe ekjon pagol ese bose, prosad theke shuru kore chaatni porjonto kheyechhilen. tini kichhui asubidhe korchhilenna, kajei tNake baRon korar kono karoN chhilona. sebochhor khawar anonder sathe chapa kii hoy, kii hoy bhab mile baaRti uttejonar srishti korechhilo.
Amar jiiboner asonkhyo apuurNo saadher moddhye ekta holo, Matador chepe hindi gaan bajate bajate Folta-y picnic korte jawa. protyek bochhor poyla January amader baRir samne diye gaaRi bhorti kore jawa ullosito picnic party-der janalar epaar theke trishito chokkhe dekhte dekhtei amar bela boye gelo.
ShaaRi taangiye feast ar shotoronchi pete lal-holud bNode khawar boyos chole gechhe anekdin. buRoboyoser goNobhojoner bhalonaam potluck. ei boyoser baki sob abhignotar motoi ja rongchota, fyakashe, 'oi-arki'. hnya, thanda khichuRi-nyatano beguni ar saturated fat-e jobjobe bNode, homemade dahivada, mutton biryani, microwave kNalakaad-er samne lojjay matha tulte parbe na. khete bose dimbhaja samlano ar kon baRir meye kon baRir chheler sathe prem korchhe se kechchha fisfisiye pNachkaan korar sathe, wine ar Coke zero-r glass haate desher dosher alochonar tulonao, anyay. apadomostok anyay.
Akritogno buRoboyos, esob bhule se ekhono pechhoner dike lubdhodrishtite takiye thake.

May 12, 2010

Bishoy-songkot, shishu o prem(hiinota)

Procholito bishwas jai hok na keno, baje bokte geleo ekta minimum bishoyer dorkar hoy (shokher baje bokiyeder kotha janina, tobe jara byapartake seriously ney, tader hoy) ebong sotyikarer lekhokder jemon 'writer's block', baje bokiyeder serokom aproyojoniiyo bishoyer abhaabe kaalebhodre 'matha chulkono' uposorger kotha shona gechhe.
Se sob kkhetre, sohoj pothyo, bachcha niye goppo fNaada.
Suitably cute, nijeder clown banate ektuo bhiito noy, ebong 'boring' bole naam kenar jonyo je jinista sobtheke beshi joruri, political correctness, seta jara ekhono practice kore othar somoy payni, tara jodi amake ei bondhyatwo theke uddhar korte na pare, tobe keu i parbe na.
Amader bikhyato shukrobarer adday ekta common bishoy holo 'false position-e poRar' goppo. sara soptaho jara nijera er shikar hochhe, soptahaante tara jodi anyer henostha howar golpo shune anondo paay, tate sadism-er kichhu nei.
Ebong hiseb nile chomke jete hoy je koto beshi loker apodostho howar smritir saathe ekti deR foot lomba, aapadomostok niriiho, nishpaap dekhte shishur kaarikuri kono na konobhabe joRito aachhe.
Amar antoto achhe. maajhraate gheme neye jol hoye dhoRmoRiye uthe, fan baRano, aar jol khawar moto smriti.
Amar jokhon nijer mathar chul theke paayer nokh porjonto sob kichhu niyei maatite mishe thakar boyos, ebong samne somoboyosii ekti anyo linger manush dekhle, keno adrishyo hote parchhina bhebe kanna paay (Girls' school-e poRanor siddhantota kar chhilo, seta anek jerateo baar korte parini), tokhon amar pasher baRite pujor chhutite beRate esechhilo Kaushik. Haldia theke.
Ashtomiir anjali, Nabomii nishite prodwiip jwalano ar dhunuchi nacher protijogitar dhNoyar epaar opaar theke baar baar chokhe chokh poRe jawa ityadi hoye toye jawar por jokhon bhasan-er aage Mohishasur-ke proNam korte giye angule angul theke gelo, tokhon ar kichhu bolar roilo na. (haasir kichhu nei, Mohishasur-ke anekei proNam kore, ami survey kore dekhechhi).
Bijoyar pore jokhon jethhir ghugni ar naRu ar nimki timki kheye Mimi-ke kole niye ador kore 'haami' khachhi, se tar norom fola fola gaal amar gaale thekiye , sodyo phota adho adho bulite (adho kintu ghar sudhhu loker kane jawar moto sposhto ebong joralo), golgol chhotto chhotto angul, ultodike bosa Kaushik-er dike nirbhul nirdesh kore bollo, "okeo haami khaaaaaaaaaaao."
Bibhiishika ta ki apni kolpona korte parchhen? naki amake amar sei kaan gorom, matha jhNajhNa, ghar suddhu loker sommilito ho-ho haasi, dhoroNii-dwidha-hou du(:)swopno ta aro bishode byakhya kore bolte hobe?
Of course, Kaushik-er sathe ar kokhono dekha hoyni. ke bolte pare, kaale kaale hoyto oiti-i amar premhiin jiiboner ektimatro khoRkuto hoye uthte parto. ekti bojjat shishur kolkathhite je sujog jonmer moto haatchhaRa hoyechhe.

May 11, 2010

Shohortolir Daakati

Mofoswol ar metro city-te beRe othar moddhye tofaat thake kina, ebong thakle kothay kothay thake se niye abantor adday (torko bolatai beshi upojukto) ami amar nogoNyo jiiboner besh koyekta shukrobaarer sondhye khoroch korechhi.

Tobe ekta bishoy niye kono sondeho nei. amader dakati, shohure dakatir theke anek beshi chancholyokor.

Shohore goromer dupure dhuupkathhi bikri korte ese flat-e dhuke bonduk dekhiye takakoRi goyna niye bhagalba howar je procholon, tar tulonay mofoswoler daakati kaalipuujor raat.

Amar chhotobelay, bhabteo bhalo laage, ami erokom gotakoyek paRa-jagano, saaRa-phelano, haaR-kNapano dakati dekhechhi.

Amar jokhon 3 4 5 bochhor, tokhon kono kono raate asposhto chitkare ghum bhenge jeto. ghor kaatte kaatte ter petam, baire prochur awaaj ar bichhanay maa nei. moshaari tule beriye, andhokaare saabdhaane choukaathh dingiye samner ghore ese dekhtam maa thakuma pisi, bhiito, uttejito mukhe dNaaRiye. ar baba kaka byasto hoye jaamar botam lagate lagate choti golachhe paaye. aj raate ghumonor bodole daakat dhorte hobe.

Ganguly baaRir meyer biyer jonyo bank theke takakoRi, goynagNaati tule ene rakha hoyechhilo. se kotha char dewaler moddhye theke beriye, moR ghure, mondir mathh periye, pukurghaate jiriye soja dakatdoler kaane. byas, ar jaay kothay.

Baire tokhon dhundhumaar kando. daakatera tokhono Ganguly baRir bhetore, ebong jodio tader soshotro howar sombhabonai beshi, tobu tader bina protirodhe palate dewa nitanto kapurushota. atoeb jonobol chai. Rajudada cycle chepe "daakat, daakat" chitkaar kore oli goli ghurchhe. Avijit dar bhiishoN sahosii maa, jNaar tip-pora haasikhushi, adyopanto bhalomanush mukh dekhle mone hoy na jethhi ekta beRalkeo lathhipeta korte paren, tini chhade uthe thala-r opor khunti mere kaan phatno thhong thhong awaaj kore ebong taar sathe paalla diye chNechiye sobar ghum bhangachhen.

Ar jara jubok, jaara mukhomukhi mokabila korbe daakatder, tara tader astroshostro niye totokhkoNe egochhe ghotonastholer dike. astro bolte Amit kakur haate ekta peyara gachher daal, Shyamol kaku haate niyechhe ekta shaabol, sejokaku ar kichhu na peye dorjar koNe dNaaR korano khil (saadhu banglay jake 'argol' bole. hnya, choukathh, khil, janalay lomba lomba lohar shik niye amader baaRita 50 bochhor aager sthaapotyo kolaar mokkhom nomuna) tulechhen, ar amar athletic baba, nochhar daakatder jonyo tNaar khaali haat-i jothestho ei apaar confidence niye emni-i cholechhen.

Sheshtaay daakat dhora giyechhilo kina mone nei. tobe Ganguly baaRir chhoto chhele daakater maar kheye maathay bandage bNedhe khoob gorbito mukhe porer saat din ghurechhilo. pukurdhaar, kaathhgola-r boikaalik adda anekdin dhore sorgorom chhio, sombhabyo kon pothe daakatder kaachhe information giyechhilo tar utso chorcha kore. Ami tar porer besh koyek bochhor, raate shute jawar aage mone mone thaakurke boltam, jeno amader baaRite aj raate daakat na poRe.

May 09, 2010

Ekpiece




"Sona, ami aagei bolechhilam kina?"
Ek kotha ekshobar bolar jonyo jodi kono prize thake, ei bhodromohila haaste haaste, bochhor bochhor seta niye beriye aasben.
Goto 29 bochhor dhore jini ek plate paka pNepe niye ese bolte paren, "aha, ekta kheyei dekhona, bhalo-o to lagte pare."
Jini borof poRchhe shune meyeke potropaathh boutupi (dhore nichhi ei bostuutir songe sobaar alpobistor porichoy aachhe, jNaara janenna tNaader jonyo, baalokder jemon monkeycap, baalikader temni boutupi. protyek shiite ja bojropaater moto maathay neme aase) porar aadhesh den. ebong er protikriyay tNaar mostisheshker susthota somporke sei meye sondeho prokash korle amlaanbodone bolte paren, "boka, boutupi porle je koto bhalo dekhay, seta jodi jantis."
Office-e ekirokom poristhitite ekirokom bhabe react kore, ekirokom afshosh, ebong abodharito bhabe sei bhuler punorabritti.
EkjoRa choti je karo saradine etobar harate pare, tao ektai baRir moddhye, seta enake na dekhle bishwas kora asombhob.
Athoba chiruni. athoba kopaler tip. athoba chuler kNata.
Manusher mukh, naam, aatmiiyo-bondhur baRir rasta, je rastay aage ekshobar jawa hoyechhe, kichhui mone thakena enar. sob abar goRa theke shuru korte hoy protyekbar.
Eto kharap Hindi, emon utsaher sathe, eto soprotibho bhabe bolar kkhomota, ebong eto boleo ekchul improvement na howa. bishwas korte hole nijokorNe shunte hobe.
Sob kothopokothon jNar shuru hoy khawadawa thik kore korar upojogita niye, ar shesh hoy na khele porobortii kaale je chorom bhoganti achhe, se humki diye. o hNya, protyekbar i uni ei lecture-ta "sheshbarer moto" diye thaken.
Sob bodlay, sobai bodlay, ini bodlanna. ini ekirokom biroktikor, ghyanghene, lokjoner samne chuRanto aswostite phela, shoto mukhjhaamtateo kabu na howa, jukti torko bodher byakhyar baire, somogro tribhubone ekpiece nomuna hoye asombhob daapoter sathe biraj korte thaken.
Bhagyis.

PNochishe boishakh

Aj sondhyeta amader paaRay anyrokom kaatbe.
Mondirer samner mathhtuku juRe ekta asthaayii tripol-er chhauni khaaRa kora hoyechhe already. samner dike maatite mota chador pata, bachchara bosbe sekhane, ar pechhone kichhu chair. puurbo projonmer jonyo songrokkhito. mondirer chatal-e jhNaat poRechhe anekdin por. bikelbela Basukaku ese baksho khule taar-er baandil ar jontropaati baar kore kaaje lege gechhe. Mike fit kora hoyechhe, duto extra joralo aalo, ar MoNidir chhader koNe ekta chonga mike. Mike dhore Basukaku bolchhe, "1 2 3 4 5, mike testing, hello hello, mike testing............"
Prothome aasbe chhotora, jara dekhbe, ar jaara gaan gaibe, naachbe, kobita bolbe tarao.
Mike-e sobaike taRataRi aasar anurodh janay Parthoda, baarbaar. karoN aakasher chehara bhalo na. kokhon jhoR uthe tripol uRiye niye jaay bola jay na.
Monchosojja bolte, pechhone chhoto ekta table-er opor robithakurer ekta chhobi, golaay mala, dudike rojoniigondha. taar saamne dNaaRiye Bubun 'taalgaachh' kobita abritti korbe, Shyamol kakur meye 'daaruNo agnibaaNe' nachbe. shaaRi pore, nyaRamathaay fuler mala pNechiye se anekkhoN holo ready. paasher library-r ghorta aj greenroom, sekhane tar shesh muhuurter practice cholchhe. gaan shikhchhe jara, tadero mon kharaper kichhu nei. tader kochi golar "aay tobe sohochorii" ar "eso he boishakh" aj ghore ghore shona jabe.
PaaRar motamuti sob bachchar jokhon kobita, gaan, naacher paala shesh, chair-e paatbhanga dhuti panjabi, tNaater shaaRi pora dadu thakumara tNaader nijoswo naati naatni-r protibhar golpo shonachhen eke oporke, ar moncher opor praay humRi kheye poRa khude dorshokera shonkito hoye bhabchhe, "ema, ekkhuni shesh hoye jabe naki?", tokhon chardike belfuler gondho chhoRiye, laajuk hese, kaakimara monche othen. Nihaar kaku, amader paRar taroka-gaaiye, goto 1 maas dhore Riiturongo practice koriyechhen sobaike. dorshoker aasone bose ek shashuRi chapa gorber sathe monche putrobodhuuke dekhiye paasher shashuRike bolen, "ami to boli, gaantar chorcha koro, kono kotha shone na to."
Gaaner taal kaatbe, oporer pordaay giye ek ekta gola ek ekdike chhitke jete chaibe. pNuchke meye, pasher bachchatir dekhe dekhe puro naachta tuke debe. mike-er saamne dNaRiye kobitar porer line abodhaarito bhule jabe kono shishu.
Tobu keu bhul dhorbe na, keu mukh tipe haasbe na. sobai mon theke khushi hobe, gorbobodh korbe, jore jore haattali debe. aar bidogdhojonera jotoi Robindrojoyontii-r naame paaRay paaRay ei prohoson dekhe mukh bNyakan ar khoborer kaagoje, songskritir adho(:)poton niye gombhiir probondho likhun na keno, aami nischit robithakur nije kichhu mind koren na. dhuupkaathir dhNyoaar aaRal theke ei apotu jonmodin paalon dekhte tNaar bhaloi laage.

May 07, 2010

Amar dosh

Porshu raate Ghosh-jethhi johkon office theke phirchhilo, andhokaar golitaay, cycle-e chapa duto chhele taan mere jethhir golar haar niye chompot diyechhe.
Protyashamotoi, paaRar aain-srinkhola poristhiti niye jol jotota ghola howa dorkar chhilo, tar bodole jethhi-r kopaale binipoysaar gyaan-i jutechhe beshi. "are, ekjon shikkhito mohila jodi etuku na bojhen, raatebirete sonaar goyna pore rastaghate beron, tobe chhintai na howataai aaschorjer."
Akaatyo jukti. ebong sulobh.
Ei prihibiir joto lok amake apomaan korchhe, protaroNa korchhe, manusher nyuunotomo prapyo morjada dite aswiikar korchhe, se sob amar doshe. karoN tarai swabhabik. ami je tader victim hochhi, seta shudhu promaaN kore je ami koto boRo gadha. byas.
Jethhir golar haar chhintai-er ghotonata hoyto nitantoi chhNichke churi. ebong sei ghotonar protikriyaar moddhye guRho samajik tatporjo khNujte jawa paranoia. kintu ei eki jukti emon anek jaaygay lagsoi gNuje dewa jay, ebong ahoroho dewa hoyeo thake, jegulo niye duschinta kora, andhokaar raate sonar haar chhintai howar motoi swabhabik.
Amar ek porichito bhodrolokke, Australia-y thakar subade, khoborer kagoje niyomito chhapa bharotiiyo chhatroder opor hamla ityadi niye proshno koray tini bolechhilen, "are edero dosh achhe. poRte esechhis poR. ta na, chakri kore, gaaRi kine, party kore oto nojor kaaRar dorkar ki."
Sei to. ato shobdo kore bNachar ki achhe? gola namiye fisfis kore kotha bolbe, rastar alo bNachiye dewal ghNeshe paa tipe tipe hNatbe, ultodik theke keu aschhe dekhle rasta chheRe dNaRabe. egulo na kore jodi maar khao, doshta je maarchhe tar noy. tomar.
Howrah station-e ekdin, baki 360 diner motoi, kono ekjon forsakapoR pora bhodrolok amake aproyojoniiyo sporsho korechhilen. mushkilta hoyechhilo je ei khelata uni notun shikhchhilen bodhoy, tokhono soRogoRo honni. kajei onar gaalta amar haater samne poRe jay, ebong amar abyartho 5 anguler choR sei gaale giye poRe (ami totodine ei khelatay riitimoto veteran, onar moto kNacha kheluRe noi). tate aboshyo sobai ghure amakei dekhte thaake. kintu totodine gaayer chamRa jotheshto mota hoye gechhe. biddho korte hole drishtibaaN kaaj dey na.
Ekjon atyonto niriiho cheharar bhodrolok (ami motamuti nishchit tini meyeder gaaye haat denna, ebong bishoyta je aporadh seta bhaben, ebong jara dey tader nichu chokhe dekhen) shudhu sohanubhuutir swore bolechhhilen, "apnader kintu rastay berono uchit na didi."
Amar ekhono majhe majhe afshosh hoy, arekta choR sedin khoroch korini bole.

May 05, 2010

Deadline ebong utpaadonshiilota

Amar productivity ekhon tunge.
Ebela obela notun idea mathay aschhhe. segulo niye riitimoto bhabna chinta korchhi. Data ghNatchhi. chaa-er break 5 periye shoshtho minute-e pNouchholei bibek mokkhom kaamoR dichhe. sohokormiira kaaj chhaRa anyo aajebaje bishoyniye mukh khullei ( football, Times Square-e boma, advisor-er divorce), ami thokas kore chayer cup namiye rekhe akusthol chheRe pitthtaan dichhi.
Youtube, Hulu egulo ekhon anyo groher binodon.
Ar jara esob dekhe kalatipaat kore tara anyo groher jiib.
Ekhon amar swopner ekmatro ebong ekochhotro adhikar non-balanced Panel data-r. amar jiibon, endogeneity chhaRa, completely somosyamukto. amar confusion shudhu fixed na random effect, sei niye.
Na, ami ekhono pagol hoye jaini.
Jodio ekta project-er deadline asonno. jetar sathe oporer shobdogulor tilmatro somporko nei. amar ekhon nawa khawa bhule oi kaajta korar kotha. nahole kopale asiim dukkho achhe.
Ebong thik seijonyoi amar kaajtar dike takate porjonto ichhe korchhe na.
Ami amar boss-ke kichhutei bojhate parchhina (bojhanor sahos o korini aboshyo, sukkhNo hint diyechhi baar duyek) je anyo kaajta jodio ekkhuni na korleo cholbe ( sotyi bolte ki, kokkhono na korleo karo kichhu jabe aasbe na), kintu oi kaajta ekshoguuN beshi interesting, samajik prasongikotapurNo ebong deadline mukto.
Deadline mukto.
Soja kotha kaukei sohoje bojhano jay na kina, tai amar emon sorol jukti keu bujhbe emonta aashao korina.
Atoeb ami asonno durbipaaker apekka kore achhi.

May 04, 2010

Feluda o grihosojja


Kichhu kichhu abhignota shoto punoraabrittiteo jiirNo hoyna. Sonar Kella cinemata dekha amar, ebong amar bishwas aro aneker kachheo serokomi ekta abhignota.
SadharoNoto cinema-ta dekhte bose ami Feluda (haata gotano panjabi ar du-anguler phNake algochhe dhora sadakaathi niye Soumitro buddhijiibi bangalir chironton sex symbol) ar Topse (ejaabot sob Topse-r moddhye amar favourite) ar Jatayu-r (agamii 10000 bochhorer jonyo sobar favourite) dik theke chokh pherate parina. sedin hothat ki kore jeno Feluda-r bosar ghorer dike chokh poRlo.
Athocho chokhe poRar moto kichhui nei. anaaRombor, baahulyoborjito.
HGTV ar lifestyle magazine gulote jerokom ghorbaRi dekhay, ami jerokom baRite kono ekdin thakar dibaswopno gopone lalon kori, serokom ektuo na.
Jerokom ghore dhuklei apni ghorer maaliker 'personality' somporke ekta sposhto aaNch peye jaben. ghorer ronger theme-er sathe match kore mejher forash, kkhoNe kkhoNe bodlano mejajer sathe taal melano mood lighting, dewale jholano bachchhai kora ruchishiil khNutinaati, ghore paa dewa matro chokhe angul diye nirbhul dekhiye debe "who you are". Bedroom-e dhukle mon romantic proshantite bhore uthbe, bachchar ghor hobe 'playful', bosar ghorer sojja nirbhor korbe atithider samne apni nijer byaktitwer kon dikta mele dhorte chan, tar opor. rannaghor apnar srishtishiilotar nikhNut swakkhor bohon korbe. ar bathroom bole helaphelar karoN nei, karoN otai hobe apnar jiiboner morudyan. ei prithibir abiram golojog, anorthok jotilota theke jodi keu bNachay, tobe oi bathroom-i bNachabe.
Chomokprodo byapar, ei baRigulor 'personality'r sathe oi TV ar magazine-e dekhano baRigulor abishwasyo mil. jaake bole "telepathy-r thakurdada".
Amar byaktitwo-o abikol oirokomtai kina, tai ami orokom ekta baRite thakar swopno dekhi.
Kintu Feludar bosar ghorta sob kNeche gondush korbe mone hochhe.
BoRo lobh hochhe, oirokom ekta sojasapta ghore, sadamata chair table-e bose, cha biscuit ar muRi telebhaja khete khete ebong khawate khawate lokjoner sathe sohojsorol kothopokothon korar.
Seta korte parar moto personality "cultivate" kora chhaRa ar to kono upay dekhchhina.

May 03, 2010

Na

"Na" bolte na para, rog ba roger uposorgo (aasol rogta hoyto lojja, bhoy, baRabaRi rokom bhodrotabodh ityadi) jai hok na keno, besh common byapar.
Tobe maatrar taarotomyo to thaakei.
Satyajit Ray-er porichito ek bhodrolok bhiR bus-e nijer pocketmaari hochhe bemaalum bujhte pereo pocketmaarke "na" bolte paarenni, sref scene howar bhoye. kopaalguNe amar asukhta se porjaayer noy.
Amar fat-free vanilla flavoured soft served yogurt-e bhaag bosaate elei ami koRa golaay "na" bole di. pocketmaar-er kkhetre sei na-er songe amar dosh anguler pNyach-o taar dui kaaner opor probol bege borshito hobe bolei amar bishwas.
Kintu emon dakabuko amio kichhu kichhu poristhitite nirostro, akkhom, asohaay.
Jemon shyenchokkhu, kortobyobodhe udbuddho waiter-ke mokabila korar poristhiti. ek chumuk dite na ditei jini douRe ese amar jol/coke zero-r glass othoba coffee-r cup kaana porjonto bhorti kore diye jaan.
Taar ei totporota jodi amar abishwasyo drutotaay khaali hoye jaawa Bloody Mary-r glass-er dike dhaabito hoto, amar apottir kono abokash-i thaaktona.
"Na" bolte na pere ami raater por raat 3 theke 4 glass coke zero ebong somoporimaaNe haaR-kNapano, dNaat-golano borofthanda jol ('no ice please' anurodher jiibotkaal shudhu prothombaarer jonyo, tar porer theke joler saathe borof free ebong baadhyotamuulok) goladh(:)koroN korechhi. ar jedin saadh kore coffee order korar mohabhul korechhi, sedin sararaat shuye ceiling-er kaalponik koRikaath gune praayoschitto korte hoyechhe.
Bishoytar sathe jodi glass-khali-na-dekhte-paarar OCDr kono somporko thaake, tahole ami sompurNobhaabe sohaanubhuutishiil.
Ar jodi proshno othe je ami erokom ekta sohoj-sorol situation-e mukhe kulup eNete bose thaaki keno, jokhon haasimukhe "I am good" bollei somosto byaapartar somadhan hoye jaay, taahole amake maatha chulkote hobe. ami nishchit uttorta amar nipiiRito shoishob othoba oi gochher kono abocheton monostatwik pNyaacher moddhye nihito achhe.

 
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