July 22, 2010

Smritibhaar

Manusher jiiboner prodhan lokkhyo holo, buRo na howa.
40 er buRi chhNuye 39, 38, 37 kore phire aasa ebong abar goRa theke shuru korar anobodyo idea ta bastobe poriNoto korar moto jaygay manobsobhyota ekhono pNouchhoyni, kintu tabole cheshtay khamtir abhijoger angul tar dike keu kokhono tulte parbe na.
Prithibii joto egochhe, duur joto nikot hochhe, anti ageing cream-er bignaapon toto beshi jwoljwol korchhe akasher gaaye. 60 bochhor boyosko abs dheu tule TVr porda theke lupto joubon punoruddharer lobh dekhachhe, naammatro khorchay. tar opor jodi 15 minute-er moddhye phone korar totporota dekhate paren, tobe naammatro khoroch aro komanor bondobosto-o achhe.
Fajlamo baad dileo, sotyi sotyi-i manush ekhon buRo hoy derite. amar boyose amar baba maa jiiboner ardhek dayitwo sere phelechhilen, ami ekhono fya fya kore ghurchhi.
Kintu se jai hok, bairer buRo howata pechhono geleo, adote ghotonata ki ghotchhe, seta niye songshoyer bistor abokash achhe. nibhNaaj twok jemon jouboner mokkhom chinho, temni buRiye jawar abhraanto uposorgo, nostalgia.
Jeta kromosho 'sorbojoniin abosor binodon' er chehara nichhe.
Brishti poRa sondhyebelay, janalar baire takiye, chokh jole bhore aasa nostalgia noy, othoba bohudin pore bondhura mile cha cigarette sohojoge, bohu bochhor aager golpo mone kore khaat chapRe hoho hese othha nostalgia-o noy.
Besh songhoboddho akromoN jake bole.
Public forum-e purono school, phele aasa shohor-er community. byanger chhatar briddhir sathe tader briddhir tulona korle, chhata becharar bongshobriddhir kkhomotake anyay protijogitar mukhe phela hobe.
Apnar kotha janina, aj theke 10 bochhor aage jar sathe shesh dekha hoyechhilo, ebong sotyi kotha bolte ki ei 10 bochhore jar kotha moner koNeo udoy hoyni, se 'facebook' join korar doinondin nimontroN (ebong 'reminder') pathhale, amar sukh dukkho nostalgia, konotai hoyna. sref titibirokti ghote.
Amar ek oti priyo bondhu (jar sathe soshoriire somoy katanor jonyo ami anekkichhu chheRe dite raaji achhi) , je oi nostalgia-utsober prishthhoposhok, ekbar khoob sundor kore bolechhilo, Facebook-e dhuklei tar mone hoy, "besh school-e esechhi, charpashe sob chenamukher bhiR". anobodyo borNona. ebong amar nijer school niye adikhyetar abhaab na thakleo, school-e pherot jabar fantasy ta ekebarei nei. Community te naam likhiye, soptahe ekbar, sukher diner proti kritognotasworuup du line (tar moddhye ek line bismoychinho ar dukkher smiley) lekhar theke borong ami kormohiin dupure dhuulobhora album ta arekbar ulte dekhte pari.
Bhebe dekhle, purono schooler community join kora, 'Punormilonii' utsobe jawar thekeo beshi boring. sekhane tao shurur dike antoto tothyo binimoyer chhole eke aporer peter kotha baar korar uttejonata thake. dupurbelay thanda luchi thake. shesh belay musical chair. community te achhe shudhu, amar theke dher kom nombor pawa classmate ekhon amake kine newar moto rojgar korchhe, ei porosriikatorotar jwala.
Purono lokeder sathe jogajog korte ichhe korena?
Bishwas korun, kore na. anichchher thekeo boRo kotha, somoy nei. ei muhuurte emon anek manush achhe amar ashepashe, drishti-gondho-sporsho ebong sroboNsiimar moddhye, jader proti arektu beshi monojog, baaRti hobe na.
Nostalgia ta ekta rog. otate sobai 'aakranto' hoy. athoba 'bhoge'. anekdin aage amar khoob pochhonder ek purush amake e gyaan diyechhilen. gyaan kromosho baaRte baaRte, pochhondo ke gile phelechhe. kintu nostalgia-r abhranto rognirNoyta ekhono gNethe achhe moner bhetor.
Ami tai apatoto setay bhugchhi na. goNo nostalgia-y to noy i. amar je priyotomo bondhutir chhobi jhapsa hoye esechhe somoyer bhare, take ami online khNuje baar korte chaina. ami apekkha kore achhi, kono ekdin hothat rastar moR ghure taar sathe dekha hoye jabar.

July 15, 2010

ChorbitochorboN

Sob school-er Bangla class-ei dudhoroNer chhatrochhatrii thake.
Ekdol rochona toiri kore poriikkha dite jay, arekdol jay na.
Prothom dol lekhe 'bignyan ashiirbad na abhishap', anyodol lekhe "ekti achol poysar atmojiibonii". athoba "ekti shiiter sokal". athoba 'ekti borshar sondhye'.
Ami konokalei porisromii chhatrii chhilam na. kajei prothom dole poRar proshnoi chhilona amar.
Proshnopotrer baki proshno shesh korar por, janala diye baire takiye, amader mathher sobuj ghaaser opor laal holud krishnochuRa radhachuRar makhamakhi dekhte dekhte, udaas mukh kore ami borshar sondhye borNona kortam.
Ebong utre jetam.
Goto koyekdin Abantar niye bhabna hochhilo besh. MS Word khule type korte bose, jai likhina keno, sob i chhotobelar golpo hoye jay. hoy amar chhotobela, noyto anyo karor.
Cricket na, cinema na, bhalo bhalo ranna na, pahaRi fuler ruddhoshwas chhobi na. kebol Rishra station, Baje-Shibpurer tana baranada, ar Columbus-er shukrobar sondhyer modhyobitto bangali adda.
Ami nijei hoddo bored jake bole.
Erokom bored hoye giye, ebong sotyi bolte ki, porisromii Poulomii-r drishtanto anusoroN korte giye, class 9-er half yearly porikkhay, 'chhatrojiibon o somoyanubortiita' poRe jabo thik korlam. porisromer fol haatenaate follo. goRgoR kore rochona namiye elam.
Ebong amar sobedhon niilmoNi, Bangla-y highest marks ta haatchhaRa holo.
Anek bhebechinte dekhlam, rajniiti athoba octopus Paul, konota niyei amar sotyi i kichhu bolar nei. amar shudhu achhe ek bistiirNo chhotobela, jar theke ami joto duure jete thaki, se amake toto beshi joRiye dhore.
Ei ghyanghyanani theke amar mukti nei. ar jNara Abantar-er patay uNki maren, tNadero na.
Ami palanor cheshtay kkhanto dewa sthir korlam, agotya.

July 04, 2010

Desh bidesh

Prothombar America-ke bhalo legechhilo, impressed noy, bishuddho bhalo legechhilo, prothom bochhorer swadhinota dibos udjapon korte giye.
Deshtay neme istak jhokjhoke rasta, toktoke manush, binoyer aatishojyo, aprotyashito jayga theke bondhutwopurNo byabohar pete pete jokhon moner bhetor jana sompurNo hoyechhe, edeshta amar noy, ekhane ami bohiragoto matro, thik tokkhuni Sougata da prostab dilo je bachchader 4th July Eve-er aatosbaji dekhate niye jawa jete pare. GaaRi bojhai kore rastay beriyei matha ghure gelo. eto lok thake deshtate! chhele-buRo-jowan-chhanaponar dol podobroje hoihoi kore downtown-er dike cholechhe. gaaRi park kora hoyechhe seeeeiiii mile khanek duure, tarpor haate madur, folding chair, bNete manushder haate tubelight tolowar, matha-gola-dNaater paati aaloksojjay sojjito kore saheb mem-ra swadhinota dibos palon korte cholechhen.
AnekkhoN dhore ekta ushkhush bhab ter pachchhilam buker bhetor. tarpor West Broad Street-er moR ghurtei jokhon huRmuR kore manusher srot ghaaRer opor ese poRlo, ar Sougata da bollo, shiggiri sobai amar pechhone line diye chol, ar Sougata dar shirt dhore Raili di, Raili dir top dhore Shibalee, Shibalee-r jama dhore ami, amar jholar handle dhore Somasree, ar Somasree-r T shirt dhore Sudipto praNpoNe bhiRer moddhye chhitke na jawar byabostha korte laglam, buker bhetorer ushkhushanita ube giye ekta mosto ullas phete poRlo. E to Mahesh-er rother mela!!! Cycle-er opor baba, babar kNadher opor ami, lokkho lokkho manusher mathar opor diye Jogonnather roth dekhchhi.
Doltola-y, jilipir dokaner samne thyalatheli bhiR. chumki bosano radhakrishno, ar chhata haate traffic pulish-er maatir muurti kagoje pNyechiye, japte dhore bhiR thele egochchhi. Chandannagar-er Jagaddhatrii thakur dekhte giye, maayer motoi dekhte ekjoner haat dhore hNete chole jachchhi amlaanbodone, pechhen theke amar maa chNyachhen, kothay jachho sona, ami to ekhane....
Nodir dhaare 'bhalo' jayga bechhe dNaRiye, ghaaR tonton koriye aatosbaji dekhte giye, sara akash alo kora sonali, niil, sada, laal tarar ful futchhe dekhe bhiRer sathe gola miliye horshodhwoni kore uthhte uthhte amar nijeke prothom ektu kom bohiragoto mone hoyechhilo, sposhto mone achhe.
Tarporeo anekbar ghotonata ghotechhe. aloy moRa Rockefeller-er dike takiye boRodiner sondhyey hNatte hNatte Mohommod Ali Park-er pandal-e dhokar line-er kotha bhebechhi anoboroto, ar aro eku beshi charpasher utsober angsho hoye gechhi. Barns and Noble-er janalar opaar theke fulchhap frock pora bachcha meye takiye achhe amar dike, chokhachokhi hote lojja peye chokh soriye niyechhe, ar ami amar mukhchora chhotobelake chokher samne dekhte pachchhi.
Ei phNakphokor gulo diye, asonkhyo aapato-amiler stor soriye milgulo uNki maare jokhon, tokhon ami edeshtake aro ektu beshi bhalobasi.

July 02, 2010

Sthansongkulan

5 bochhor aage amader baRite emon ekta poristhiti hoyechhilo, je amar maa ar ekti shaRi kinlei, shashuRi bouer kurukkhetro ar thyakano jetona (shobar ghorer almari toitombur hoye, thakumar almarir ardhektao dokhol hoye gechhilo), amar baba ar ekti CD kinlei maa babar divorce hoye jeto (babar dhuulobhora CD r guchchho babar ghorer table, bichhana chhapiye, maayer dressing table-er koNay sNuuch hoye dhukbar taal korchhilo).
5 bochhor aage ami kichhui kintam na, kajei amar kono pokkher sathei konorokom baadbisombaader ashonka chhilona.
5 bochhor poreo songsarer kaaje lage emon kichhu kine dewar moto jaygay amar thakar apatoto kono sombhabona dekha jachhena. kintu seta apraasongik.
Amar maa khoob raag korben shunle je tNaar shaaRir sonkhya niye kotakkho kora hoyechhe. sotyi-i maayer oto kichhu shaaRio nei. almari bhorechhe, karoN maa amar class 7-er PT-r dress, ar 20 bochhor aage shesh pora laal uler boutupi ekhono praaNe dhore phelte pareni.
Ar babar CD ar Kaliprosonno-r Mahabharat-er durdoshar karoN o porokkhe ami i. maane thik ami noi, amar class 3-r 'Swaasthyo' khata, ar ingriji text book (jeta lukiye lukiye amader school-e poRano hoto, ar didibhaiyera shikhiye rekhechhilen, school poridorshok ese jigges korle jeno amra boli je amader ingriji porikkha newa hoyna, amra ekebare class 6 thekei A B C D shuru korbo).
Kajei se bochhor pujoy jokhon sobar shaRi, panjabi ar shaal kenar kotha uthhlo, sei songe ekta almari kenar kothao uthhlo. almari order diye, amar maa baba giye ekta notun baRi kine anlen. almarita rakhar jonyo.
Sei notun baRitay (baRi maane flat) amra thakina. aduur bhobishyote thakar kono sombhabonao nei. sekhane thake tinkhana almari ar ekta storage-wala khaat. ebong tader moddhye joto abantor jinispotro.
Sedin maake phone kore shunlam, aaro ekta almarir order dewa hoyechhe. ebong prothombaar maayer gola shune ter pelam, class 3-r Swaasthyo khatar aayu ar beshidin nei. maa abosheshe swiikar korechhen je ogulo rakhar sotyi-i ar kono maane hoyna.
Amar sotyi i emon kichhu taan nei oi khatapotrer opor. class 3-r por ami nije ogulo chhNuye dekhini. maa i jhaRe, mochhe, phelte giyeo tule rakhe. kintu jokhon theke bujhte parchhi je purono kagojer sathe ogulor o dNaRipallay othha shudhu ekta phNaka shonibar sokaler apekkha, monta kemon jeno korchhe.
KaroN ami jani oi khatagulor moto aro anekkichhu apoyojoniiyo, abantor.
Bohu-bohu-bohu byabohrito Nazrulgeeti Somogro (ota rekhe sotyi i labh nei. ekta gaan hoye jak-er uttore jokhon boli, Nazrulgeeti gaibo? srotar mukher chehara nimeshe amar siddhanto bodlate sokkhom hoy. idaning lokgiiti/baulango gaile loke khub appreciate kore dekhechhi). jakge. kotha holo, boita jabe, tar sathe sathe prothom patay, "adorer Sona ke, sejomasi" lekhatao. othoba ekta sobuj ronger plastic-er jhuRi, jar gaaye amogh athha diye sNata holud hoye jawa kagojer opor lekha,"jemon-khushi-sajo bibhage dwitiiyo puroskaar, 1987".
Abantor tothyo, protyek bochhor i ami baasonwali sajtam, protyek bochhor i dwitiiyo sthaan labh kortam, protyek bochhor i sobuj ronger jhuRi prize petam. sei jhuRi porer bochhorer saajer ango hisebe amar baasoner jhulite jog hoto.
Jinisgulor thekeo, lekhagulor jonyo amar koshto beshi hochhe.
Amar asol golpota ekhono baki. ami jani, asombhob lomba hochhe lekhata, kintu je dujon pathhok pathhika poRben, tNader sohridoyotar opor julum korar jor amar achhe.
Besh koyekbochhor aage, maa office theke phirlo, extra khushi hoye. khaater opor bose, ni:shobdo haasite mukh bhoriye, bag theke tene bar korlo ekta motasota shokto molat dewa boi. besh purono dekhte. molater opor lota pata noksha aNaka, duto chhoto chhele meye, meyer porone shaRi, chule binuni, chheler porone halfpant, sNithi kete chul paatpaat kore aNchRano. ar ultono chNader moto kore molater opor lekha, "Sharodiiya Ramdhonu".
College Street-e ghurte ghurte hothhat footpath e pawa boi.
Maayer mukhe tokhono kella fote haasi dekhe bujhlam, punchline ta ekhono baki achhe. natokiiyo bhongite maa molat khule prothom pata ta dekhalo amay.
"Srimaan Amitabha-ke, maa. mahalaya, 1368 son"
Maayera jokhon bhaiboneder moddhye kaRakuRi kore sharodiiya sonkhya poRto, tokhon kono ek Srimaan Amitabha ke tar maa ei boita kine ene diyechhilen. sei boi, abosheshe tar boraddo almarir jaygatukur daabiir jouktikota promaN korte byartho hoye footpath-e ese nemechhe.
Amar Nazrulgeeti Somogro-r moto.

 
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