Aatmobichar

Nijer sombondhe sotyi kotha hojom kora prithibiir anek shokto kajer theke beshi kothhin. ar se sotyer mukhomukhi joto komboyose howa jay totoi bhalo. paRar nrityonatye porpor 3 bochhor jokhon mathay fetti bNadha grambasiir role chheRe berote parlam na, sei dhakka tokhon joto sportingly niyechhilam, ekhon hole ki hoto bhableo shiure uthhi. Counselling nite douRote hoto nirghat.

Counselling bolte ekta golpo mone poRe gelo. amader graduate dorm chhotokhato meramotir jonyo kichhudiner jonyo bondho hoye jachhilo. ek bochhor baki thaktei sokolke chithhi dhorano hoyechhilo jate pore keu “ami to jantam na” bole jhamela pakate na pare. sei chithir sathe dekhi arekta chithhi esechhe. tate lekha achhe, dorm chheRe chole jawar trauma jodi keu samlate na pare, tobe tar jonyo University binamuulye counselling-er byabostha korbe.

Kajei rajkonya ba nidenpokkhe rajkonyar prodhan sohochoriir role-eo chance na pele je counselling lagbei, tate ar aschorjo ki.

Arektu boRo boyose jokhon Jyamitir sojasyo soja ‘extra’ matha theke berolona, ar Ramadi’bhai kkhomar hasi hese bollen, “extra holo extra-der jonyo” tokhono bishesh shok paini. borong bujhe gechhilam, Science-er bodole Social Science-er pothe hNatai buddhimaner kaaj hobe.

Kintu boyos joto beRechhe, rode jole bristite kkhoye gaayer chamRa toto patla hoyechhe kina, ekhonkar sotyigulo mene newa tai anek shokto. baar 3-ek potluck-er polao mondo pakiye phele tobe naaker jole chokher jole bhese mene nite hoyechhilo, rondhone Draupadi howa amar ar holona e jiibone.

Ghontar por ghonta HGTV dekhe grihosojjar inspiration jogaRer cheshtao bhosme ghee dhala boi kichhu na. aboshyo anyo kichhu asha koratai anyay. amader baRite grihosojjar douR bolte lok asbar kotha thakle bichhanar chador ar porda paltano. mejhete dhuulo ar ceiling-er koNe jhul ar aalnay jamakapoR londobhondo nei to? taholei jotheshto. dewale painting? e dewale buker opor haat joRo kora raagi Bibekananda ar o dewale Santragachhi loco shed-er samne dadur office-er jhapsa group photograph.

Grihosojjar moto ekta apato-niriiho byapareo sheshporjonto shesh kotha bolbe genotype. palabar poth nei.

Porajoy swiikar korechhi. notun office-er soft board-e chotpot ekta motivational quotation-er print out sNetechhi. mone mone shopoth niyechhi je kaal theke bhishoN mon diye kaaj korbo, phNakibajir rastay ami ar nei. kintu office-er soundorjobriddhir dhaar diyeo jaini. sohokormiider desk-e lotano bahari gachh ar pNyachamukho paperweight sompuurNo agrajhyo korechhi. Cute bNasher jhuRite laal sada peppermint rakhbo bhebechhilam. anek bhebe se phNadeo pa diini.

KaroN bohu bochhor age ekbar maayer office-e jawar smriti mone poRe gelo. dewal joRa sari sari almari ar ghormoy chhoRano table chair. chardike maasi, jethhu ar kakuder haasimukh. “seki! eituku meyer eto mota choshma!”, boRoboRo janala diye BBD Bag-er byastota, Minibus-er horn ar Laldighi-r dik theke eNkebNeke berono tram-er thungthang abiram ghore dhukchhe. takale ghaR byatha hoye jawa ceiling theke line diye jhulchhe ghuronto kNyachkeche fan ar serokom ekta fan-er tolay ekta file-opchano table-e bose amar maa ghonoghono rumale ghaam muchchhen.

Oi chhobitar theke kotoduurei ba jabo? ar jete chai-o na to.

Stiletto shaped cellotape holder dorkar nei, borong phNaki na marar songkolpotay monojog diye dekhi.