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Goto 31 bochhor 2 maase kobar ami thNote lipstick lagiyechhi seta sotyi bolchhi amar mone nei, kintu shesh kobe lagiyechhilam seta sposhto mone achhe.

Aboshyo aro beshi kore mone achhe, sei bikele jar sathe ami Ring Road-e mondakranta chhonde paychari korte beriyechhilam, take. bikeltakeo ekhono chokh na bujei dekhte pai. Bosonter hawa, Amaltaser sobtheke uNchu daaler patay patay dol-khawa roddur, rastar dhare laal ar sada phuler jhop emon joRajoRi kore dNaRiyechhilo je mone hochchhe ektai gachhe duronger phul phutechhe.

Sei laal-sada jhoper samne dNaRiye ami ar se duto gachher alada alada gNuRi khNuje bar korar cheshta chalachchhilam. keno? kenona 21 bochhor boyosii duto loker jodi eke oporer sathe kono kajer kaaj na thake, jemon econometrics-er notes binimoy kingba library-te pashapashi bose ada-nun kheye joint study, tahole tara eisob bokamo korei timepass kore. se jai hok, daalpala soriye gachher gNuRi khNujte giye majhe majhe angule angule chhNoyachhuyi hoye jachchhilo ar protyekbar amar hridpindo bishom khachchhilo. amar shoriirer protiti roktobindu kromosho nishchit hoye uthhchhilo je ayddine, abosheshe, sheshporjonto, finally, he bhogoban, singlehood paattaRi gutochchhe amar jiibon theke.

Emon somoy hothat, bina meghe,

“kichhu mone koris na, toke ei lipstick-er rongta thik suit korchhena.”

Bojropaat. kotha theke doityakriti cumulonimbus meghera ese sonali roddur-toddur sob gile phello, furfure hawatawa nimeshe dhuulor jhoR hoye giye shNoshNo shobde amar sara gaa chul chokh haat paa mukher bhetor porjonto kichkiche dhuuloy bhorti kore dilo. chokher samne sposhto dekhlam laalsada phulgulo druto biborNo hoye jachchhe, Shut Down option-e click korte deri korle monitor-tar jemon dosha hoy, thik serokom. akash phatano bijoyollas chheRe phire ese singlehood abar amar somosto astitwo graas kore phello.

Sei je phello, ar chhaRar naam korchhe na.

Sobtheke kharap jeta holo, ghore phire sei je chokher jol muchhe waste paper basket-e bisorjon dilam, ar konodin praNe dhore lipstick thNote chhNoyanor kotha bhabte parlamna. biyebaRi jete holeo na.

Shibalee, je kina amake sotyi sotyi bhalobase (amio basi khub), golpota shune or bhasabhasa du:khii chokhduto tule bolechhilo, “kono maane hoy?” apnara jNara amake chenen-i na bhalo kore, tNarao nirghat chokh ghuriye thNot bNekiye bolchhen, “kono maane achhe?”

Amio jani nei. kintu keu ke thake jara chorer opor raag kore sotyi sotyi matite bhat khay. kono manei hoyna, tobuo khay. otai tader protishodh.

Lipstick diye shuru hoye byaparta ekhon saajgojer anyo jaygagulokeo chheyeo phelechhe. sNuuch hoye dhuke phal hoye beronor moto. Lipstick, kajol, eye-liner, kaner dul, hater churi, golar haar, sobkichhu niyei amar hNatu kNape. ke jane kemon dekhachche. anyer ange ja sundor, ruchisommoto ar fashionable, amar ultodiker aaynay tai hasyokor. paglamir namantor.

Ekhon ami haal chheRe diyechhi. aphshosh nei ektuo, sotyi sotyi. saajgoj amar dwara hobena, to hobena. prem ar Real Analysis-o to hoyni, tate ki ami more gechhi?

Tai Shibalee jokhon nijer video-ta e-mail-e attach kore pathalo amay, “dekh ki mojar” bole, ami diirghoshwas phellam. drishtihiiner kachhe LCD TV ja, pongur kachhe HarleyDavidson jemon, amar kachheo ei video-ta thik tai. baamoner kachhe chNad.

Tobu ami Abantor-e eta chhepe dichchhi, amar fashion savvy poRuader jonyo. tNara jokhon golay chitrito scarf bichitro kayday pNechiye demaki podokkhepe footpath dhore hNete jaben, tokhon ami poth chheRe diye sore giye abak hoye mone mone bhabbo, “ki sundor dekhachchhe! sotyi loke je koto kichhu pare, bhaba jayna. ”