March 16, 2012

Kaal rattire


“Maa, bhNo diye diyechhe. taRataRi choloooooo.”

Maa ar ami douRochchhi. bhiR bNachiye, eNkebNeke. amar mukh theke anorgol “excuse me, sorry sorry” chhitke berochchhe. je jaygata diye chhutchhi seta anekta plane-e othhar jonyo je asthayii suRongota pata thake tar moto. dhalu, laal ronger carpet moRa. khanikta giye dekhi ek mohila suRonger moddhyei table chair pete bose ticket bikri korchhen. 4 taka kore dujoner bhaRa 8 taka. maayer bag-e taRataRa 10 takar note. bhodromohila kichhutei 2 taka pherot debenna. mukh dekhei bojha jachhhe onar kachhe achhe, kintu deben na. jehetu daayta amader, tai moja dekhben. bhagyis amar kachhe chhilo. ekta 5 takar note ar tinte 1 takar coin mohilar mukher opor pray chhNuRe diye ami maayer haat dhore taan marlam. chhut chhut chhut. totokkhoNe amader charpasher lokjon-o douRote shuru korechhe. ato loker paayer chape suRongota dulchhe bipojjonok bhabe. praNpoNe douRe giye ami daan paa rakha matro gogonbhedii hahakarer moto ekta bhNo diye chheRe dilo jahajta.

Biraaaaaat jahaj. sada laal dorakata. bhiishoN ujjwol ar baajkhNai dekhte. suRonger mukh theke aalga hoye jete shuru korechhe already. nicher kromosho chowRa howa phNakta diye ghono niil jol dekha jachchhe. ami bNa paata tule ene steady hoye dNaRiye maake taan mere tule nilam. bNacha gechhe, babbah.

Jahajer bhetorta abikol Staten Island ferry-r bhetortar moto. saari saari komla ronger bosar seat. beshi bhiR nei. keu keu seat-e bosechhe, beshirbhag-i edikodik hNetechole beRachchhe. anek khali seat. amra janalar pashe duto seat dekhe aaram kore boslam. ektu duure thonthon awaj shune dekhi ekta jhalmuRiwala byasto haate muRi banachchhe. ami mukhta jothasombhob koruN kore maayer dike takate maa gombhiir golay bollen, “dekho abar er kachhe khuchro achhe kina.” ami haat neRe muRiwalatar drishti aakorshoN korlam. angul diye V kore dekhalam je amader do muRi chahiye. ektu pore ese duto muRir thonga amader haate diye amar haate dhora 10 takata niye bemalum hNata lagalo. ami chNechiye bollam, “seki, 3 taka kore chhilo to!” muRiwalata chole jete jete ghaR na ghuriyei uttor dilo, “5 saal pehle.”  

Jahajta bhoyanok jore chhutchhe. eto boRo jahaj, kintu ki pick up! baapre. ektukhani uNchu hoye janala diye gola baar kore ami jahajer gaa theke chhitke jawa dhobdhobe sada joler phena dekhte laglam. oto nich thekeo joler chhite amar mukhe ese lagchhe. maa pash theke ekbar bollen, “Sona thanda lagbe. soja hoye boso.” ami kaan dilam na. maa-o janen kissu hobe na. kintu tao na bole thakte paren na. adbhut.  

Duure Statue of Liberty-r bodkhot sobuj ronger muurtita dekha jachchhe eibar. ami sobe edik phire maake dekhate jabo, hothat ekta prochondo jhNakuni. maa haater ulbona phele aNtke uthhe amake japte dhorlen. anyanyo jatriirao ghabRe gechhe. duekjon jhNakunir chote matite poRe gechhe, bakira samne je ja peyechhe, seat-er pithh, dorjar haatol, soru rod dhore taal samlechhe konomote.

Sobe dhatostho hoyechhe sobai, amio maayer haat chhaRiye abar ghaaR baar korte jachchhi janala diye, tokkhuni arekta dhakka. sommilito ekta aarto chitkar uthhlo amader jahajer bhetor theke. sokoler-i totokkhoNe ektai kotha mone poRechhe. ebochhor-i Titanic-er 100 bochhor na?  kintu ghumonto iceberg? Hudson-e??

Ekebarei na. totokkhoNe amar chokhe poRechhe arekta laal-sada chNucholo mukh, jete tiibro gotite dheye ese pechhon theke dhakka marchhe amader jahajtake. ichchhakrito. amader jahajtao goti baRiyechhe, joler chhitey ami ebar bhijei jachchhi pray, jahajer baki lokerao totokkhoNe anyo jahajtake dekhte peye janalar kachhe bhiR kore ese setake ja-noy-tai bole gaaligalaj korchhe, haater muthii jhNakiye maarer bhongii korchhe, maa amar jama dhore tene tene bolchhen, “SONA BOSO BOLCHHI EKKHUNI” ar ei somosto golmal chhapiye shona jachchhe arekta gola. bodmash jahajtar chhade choRe ekta roga, kalo lok gola phatiye porishkar Banglay chNechachchhe, “Howrah! Howrah! khali gaRi! khali gaRi!”

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Ghum bhenge bichhanar opor khanikkhoN thom mere bose thakar por oporer ghotonata dhiire dhiire porishkar mone poRlo. aro anekkichhu chhilo swopnotay, aneke chhilen. jemon Debashree Roy. kintu kothay chhilen ki korchhilen, sesob thik thik mone korte na paray sheshporjonto tNake baad dewai sabyosto korlam. kajei baRaini ektuo, borong kichhu komiyei likhechhi. On God Father Mother. ebar ball apnader court-e. amar e swopner psychoanalysis  jodi korte paren, ar seta jodi amar monomoto hoy, tahole kono gift voucher nei, tobe bhabikaler kachhe “Sigmund The Second” bole je khyato hoben se protishrutituku achhe. pakka. 



4 comments:

  1. Ki sanghatik swapno moshai, e je Inception ke haar maniye debe! Oi launch e bose ghumiye poRe arekta swapno je dekhenni ei rokkhe.

    Ebar analysis kora jak.

    Apnar abocheton mon New York aste chaichhe. Apni jibone ja ja chan - arthat kina maayer sango, jhalmuRi, Banglay chyanchano conductor, Debasree Ray er sange dekha howa, esaber modhye kotha theke New York dhuke poRlo dekhechhen to? Jahajta holo apnar jiboner protik - apni sob bhalo bhalo jinis niye jibon katate chaichhen, kintu tar pichhone beshi kharcha korte channa. Jahajer bhaRa 4 taka kintu jhalmuri 5. Jhalmurir mulyo je apnar kachhe jiboner cheye beshi e to bojhai jachchhe.

    Oi "khali gaRi" ta holo apnar jibone bhalo bhalo jinis pete je badha dichche tar protik. Seta apnar boss hote pare, kimba onyo keu, jar baRi HowRah te. Ar Titanic er 100 bachhor niye nischoi kono lekha poRechhen kagoje samproti - oi je Twitter e real time sei jatra ta simulate kora hobe sei khaborta hoyto, tai oita dhukechhe.

    Uff, sei ICSE'r itihas porikkhar por eksathe etokhani banano katha kobe likhechhi mone poRena. Bolun kato number pelam? New York ta ghurei jaan nahoy ei sujoge!

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    1. Sugata, 10 e 15 dilam. tukhoR analysis-er jonyo 10, ar apni je amar swopnotake eto seriously niyechhen, tar jonyo 5. apnar montobyota jotno kore tule rakhlam, jodi kokhono pore chhatro thyanganor sujog pai tobe 'model answer'-er nomuna hisebe dekhabo. Thank you thank you.

      bhalo kore banate parle, jhalmuRir daam ei heje jawa jiiboner theke ekshoguN beshi. Any day.

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  2. Freud toyed jani na tobe post ta pore muri, peyanj and chanchur mekhe khete ichhe korlo. jodio seta oi train er jhalmuri'r kache diyeo gelo na...:-(((
    tobe aami sapno dekhle feriwala ta gorom singara bikri korto..with phulkopi and karaishuti :-)))

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    1. pNeyaj dile ektai jhamela Shampa, taRataRi haat chalate hobe, noile netiye jabe. tokhon mojatai maati. Train-er moto jhalmuRi bananor aasha ami chheRe diyechhi. or jonyo Howrah-r dhuulo ar bhiR ar gham ar chNechamechi lagbe. shiitaatop-niyontrito rannaghore o jinis replicate korar cheshtai bokamo.

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