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Manusher jiiboner prodhan lokkhyo holo, buRo na howa. 40 er buRi chhNuye 39, 38, 37 kore phire aasa ebong abar goRa theke shuru korar anobodyo idea ta bastobe poriNoto korar moto jaygay manobsobhyota ekhono pNouchhoyni, kintu tabole cheshtay khamtir abhijoger angul tar dike keu kokhono tulte parbe na. Prithibii joto egochhe, duur joto nikot hochhe, anti ageing cream-er bignaapon toto beshi jwoljwol korchhe akasher gaaye. 60 bochhor boyosko abs dheu tule TVr porda theke lupto joubon punoruddharer lobh dekhachhe, naammatro khorchay. tar opor jodi 15 minute-er moddhye phone korar totporota dekhate paren, tobe naammatro khoroch aro komanor bondobosto-o achhe. Fajlamo baad dileo, sotyi sotyi-i manush ekhon buRo hoy derite. amar boyose amar baba maa jiiboner ardhek dayitwo sere phelechhilen, ami ekhono fya fya kore ghurchhi. Kintu se jai hok, bairer buRo howata pechhono geleo, adote ghotonata ki ghotchhe, seta niye songshoyer bistor abokash achhe. nibhNaaj twok jemon jouboner mokk...

Sob school-er Bangla class-ei dudhoroNer chhatrochhatrii thake. Ekdol rochona toiri kore poriikkha dite jay, arekdol jay na. Prothom dol lekhe 'bignyan ashiirbad na abhishap', anyodol lekhe "ekti achol poysar atmojiibonii". athoba "ekti shiiter sokal". athoba 'ekti borshar sondhye'. Ami konokalei porisromii chhatrii chhilam na. kajei prothom dole poRar proshnoi chhilona amar. Proshnopotrer baki proshno shesh korar por, janala diye baire takiye, amader mathher sobuj ghaaser opor laal holud krishnochuRa radhachuRar makhamakhi dekhte dekhte, udaas mukh kore ami borshar sondhye borNona kortam. Ebong utre jetam. Goto koyekdin Abantar niye bhabna hochhilo besh. MS Word khule type korte bose, jai likhina keno, sob i chhotobelar golpo hoye jay. hoy amar chhotobela, noyto anyo karor . Cricket na, cinema na, bhalo bhalo ranna na, pahaRi fuler ruddhoshwas chhobi na. kebol Rishra station, Baje-Shibpurer tana baranada, ...

Prothombar America-ke bhalo legechhilo, impressed noy, bishuddho bhalo legechhilo, prothom bochhorer swadhinota dibos udjapon korte giye. Deshtay neme istak jhokjhoke rasta, toktoke manush, binoyer aatishojyo, aprotyashito jayga theke bondhutwopurNo byabohar pete pete jokhon moner bhetor jana sompurNo hoyechhe, edeshta amar noy, ekhane ami bohiragoto matro, thik tokkhuni Sougata da prostab dilo je bachchader 4th July Eve-er aatosbaji dekhate niye jawa jete pare. GaaRi bojhai kore rastay beriyei matha ghure gelo. eto lok thake deshtate! chhele-buRo-jowan-chhanaponar dol podobroje hoihoi kore downtown-er dike cholechhe. gaaRi park kora hoyechhe seeeeiiii mile khanek duure, tarpor haate madur, folding chair, bNete manushder haate tubelight tolowar, matha-gola-dNaater paati aaloksojjay sojjito kore saheb mem-ra swadhinota dibos palon korte cholechhen. AnekkhoN dhore ekta ushkhush bhab ter pachchhilam buker bhetor. tarpor West Broad Street-er moR ghurtei jokhon huRmuR kore manus...

5 bochhor aage amader baRite emon ekta poristhiti hoyechhilo, je amar maa ar ekti shaRi kinlei, shashuRi bouer kurukkhetro ar thyakano jetona (shobar ghorer almari toitombur hoye, thakumar almarir ardhektao dokhol hoye gechhilo), amar baba ar ekti CD kinlei maa babar divorce hoye jeto (babar dhuulobhora CD r guchchho babar ghorer table, bichhana chhapiye, maayer dressing table-er koNay sNuuch hoye dhukbar taal korchhilo). 5 bochhor aage ami kichhui kintam na, kajei amar kono pokkher sathei konorokom baadbisombaader ashonka chhilona. 5 bochhor poreo songsarer kaaje lage emon kichhu kine dewar moto jaygay amar thakar apatoto kono sombhabona dekha jachhena. kintu seta apraasongik. Amar maa khoob raag korben shunle je tNaar shaaRir sonkhya niye kotakkho kora hoyechhe. sotyi-i maayer oto kichhu shaaRio nei. almari bhorechhe, karoN maa amar class 7-er PT-r dress, ar 20 bochhor aage shesh pora laal uler boutupi ekhono praaNe dhore phelte pareni. Ar babar CD ar Kalipro...