Smritibhaar

Manusher jiiboner prodhan lokkhyo holo, buRo na howa.
40 er buRi chhNuye 39, 38, 37 kore phire aasa ebong abar goRa theke shuru korar anobodyo idea ta bastobe poriNoto korar moto jaygay manobsobhyota ekhono pNouchhoyni, kintu tabole cheshtay khamtir abhijoger angul tar dike keu kokhono tulte parbe na.
Prithibii joto egochhe, duur joto nikot hochhe, anti ageing cream-er bignaapon toto beshi jwoljwol korchhe akasher gaaye. 60 bochhor boyosko abs dheu tule TVr porda theke lupto joubon punoruddharer lobh dekhachhe, naammatro khorchay. tar opor jodi 15 minute-er moddhye phone korar totporota dekhate paren, tobe naammatro khoroch aro komanor bondobosto-o achhe.
Fajlamo baad dileo, sotyi sotyi-i manush ekhon buRo hoy derite. amar boyose amar baba maa jiiboner ardhek dayitwo sere phelechhilen, ami ekhono fya fya kore ghurchhi.
Kintu se jai hok, bairer buRo howata pechhono geleo, adote ghotonata ki ghotchhe, seta niye songshoyer bistor abokash achhe. nibhNaaj twok jemon jouboner mokkhom chinho, temni buRiye jawar abhraanto uposorgo, nostalgia.
Jeta kromosho 'sorbojoniin abosor binodon' er chehara nichhe.
Brishti poRa sondhyebelay, janalar baire takiye, chokh jole bhore aasa nostalgia noy, othoba bohudin pore bondhura mile cha cigarette sohojoge, bohu bochhor aager golpo mone kore khaat chapRe hoho hese othha nostalgia-o noy.
Besh songhoboddho akromoN jake bole.
Public forum-e purono school, phele aasa shohor-er community. byanger chhatar briddhir sathe tader briddhir tulona korle, chhata becharar bongshobriddhir kkhomotake anyay protijogitar mukhe phela hobe.
Apnar kotha janina, aj theke 10 bochhor aage jar sathe shesh dekha hoyechhilo, ebong sotyi kotha bolte ki ei 10 bochhore jar kotha moner koNeo udoy hoyni, se 'facebook' join korar doinondin nimontroN (ebong 'reminder') pathhale, amar sukh dukkho nostalgia, konotai hoyna. sref titibirokti ghote.
Amar ek oti priyo bondhu (jar sathe soshoriire somoy katanor jonyo ami anekkichhu chheRe dite raaji achhi) , je oi nostalgia-utsober prishthhoposhok, ekbar khoob sundor kore bolechhilo, Facebook-e dhuklei tar mone hoy, "besh school-e esechhi, charpashe sob chenamukher bhiR". anobodyo borNona. ebong amar nijer school niye adikhyetar abhaab na thakleo, school-e pherot jabar fantasy ta ekebarei nei. Community te naam likhiye, soptahe ekbar, sukher diner proti kritognotasworuup du line (tar moddhye ek line bismoychinho ar dukkher smiley) lekhar theke borong ami kormohiin dupure dhuulobhora album ta arekbar ulte dekhte pari.
Bhebe dekhle, purono schooler community join kora, 'Punormilonii' utsobe jawar thekeo beshi boring. sekhane tao shurur dike antoto tothyo binimoyer chhole eke aporer peter kotha baar korar uttejonata thake. dupurbelay thanda luchi thake. shesh belay musical chair. community te achhe shudhu, amar theke dher kom nombor pawa classmate ekhon amake kine newar moto rojgar korchhe, ei porosriikatorotar jwala.
Purono lokeder sathe jogajog korte ichhe korena?
Bishwas korun, kore na. anichchher thekeo boRo kotha, somoy nei. ei muhuurte emon anek manush achhe amar ashepashe, drishti-gondho-sporsho ebong sroboNsiimar moddhye, jader proti arektu beshi monojog, baaRti hobe na.
Nostalgia ta ekta rog. otate sobai 'aakranto' hoy. athoba 'bhoge'. anekdin aage amar khoob pochhonder ek purush amake e gyaan diyechhilen. gyaan kromosho baaRte baaRte, pochhondo ke gile phelechhe. kintu nostalgia-r abhranto rognirNoyta ekhono gNethe achhe moner bhetor.
Ami tai apatoto setay bhugchhi na. goNo nostalgia-y to noy i. amar je priyotomo bondhutir chhobi jhapsa hoye esechhe somoyer bhare, take ami online khNuje baar korte chaina. ami apekkha kore achhi, kono ekdin hothat rastar moR ghure taar sathe dekha hoye jabar.

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  1. Last line ta osombhob sundor :)

    tomar oi bondhur songe ami ekebare ekmot...facebook e dhuklei monta school school korte thake. kintu ami lokkho korlam, purono hariye jaoa bondhugulor shonge, ekta somoy porjonto kharap lage na, onek kotha thake, kintu oi 5 din....tarpor i bojha gelo tara ekebarei bodle geche, ei obosthaye porichoy hole, amra hoyto dujon i poroshpor ke opochondo kortam.

    tai amar mone amar school er sob bondhu ekhono choto, ekhono fite baNdha, sherokomi bhalo...

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  2. Khub sotyi katha bolechhen. Ei jara bole "School er moton lage" tara ekta byapar bhule jaay - amra ekhon school e nei. Jakhon school e chhilam takhon setai chhilo amader jagot. Ekhon chakri bolun, research bolun, aro hajarta social interaction bolun... se sab kore tar por abar oi school er community te giye smiley post kora poshayna. Ar oi kom number o beshi maaine pawa bondhura to achhei.
    Tai purono smriti aboshyoi recent bastob er theke bhalo. Jekhane ekhonkar manushtar sange amar online alap na korleo cholbe, sekhane alap na koratai buddhimaaner kaj.

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  3. amar koyekjon schooler bondhura facebook charai amar onek kacher. And somehow I never do talk about school with them unless we recall some funny or strange incidents. Also we have seen each other grow up, going through different experiences and have also witnessed so many changes in each other's characters. I do not like befriending any and everyone on facebook who were with me in school. Kintu tara jokhon request pathay tokhon to ar ignore kora jay na.
    Ami kintu ekta jinish swikar korbo, tader biyer chhobi dekhte darun moja hoy! :)

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