Pujo aschhe

Phone-e thakuma na mone koriye na dile amar ter pawar kono upay nei je pujo aschhe. In fact thakumar o pujo asa na asay kichhu heldol ghotar karoN nei. thakur dekhte jawar pala onar ghuchechhe anekdin. Ager bochhor riksha chepe paRay anjali dite giyeo koshter ekshesh howay ebochhor setao plan theke baad.
Kintu pujo kina, tai amar thakuma o utsober uttejona theke bonchito hoben na. Saptami, Ashtami, Nabami, Dashamir 4 ti sondhye i tini notun shaRi pore TV r samne bose ‘Jelar pujo’, ‘purono barir pujo’, ‘pujo parikroma’ monojog sohokare dekhben. Ebong nirbhul hiseb rakhben kota thakur dekha holo, jate seta niye pasher baRir Tukai dar meyer sathe 'ke kota thakur dekhechhe' protijogitay pichhiye na poRte hoy.
Bolai bahulyo, erokom asomojudhhe thakuma ke harano shokto.
Thakur dekha duure thak, pujoy ekta notun jama porte pelei ami borte jabo ekhon. Jobe theke shonibar bikele bored hoye dhur chhai bole rasta periye shopping korte giye ekgada sale-er jama kenar swadhinota esechhe, pujor jamar anondo-o maati. Ami ekhon sotyi i kolpona korte parina je matro bochhor 10-ek aageo pujo ar Poyla Boishakh chhara notun jama hotona amar.
Abused childhood kake bole dekhe jan.
Adbhut byapar hochchhe, tokhon poshak aashaker abhab chhilona. Ekhoner moto walk in closet-e dhuke protidin notun kore dukkho pete hoto na, je sotyi i amar bhodrosomaje porar moto ektao jama nei.
Kom hoto bolei kina janina, kon bochhor pujoy kon jama hoyechhilo, se sob ekhono chhobir moto mone achhe amar. Jethur dewa jamata sobtheke jholmole hoto protyek bochhor ar seta ami Nobomiir raattire porar jonyo tule rakhtam. oi jamatar ar ekta boishishto chhilo, amar ebong jethtuto dui boner jama abikol ekrokom hoto. pochhondosoi jama 3 te size-e na pawa gele jethu se dokane 1 minute-o somoy noshto korten na. ebong sei abikol ek jama poriye amader tin bonke chhobi tulte niye jawa hoto studio-y. Ekrokom jama pore line diye Tajmohol othoba Eiffel tower othoba Switzerland-er jhornar samne bose tola chhobi amader barite itostoto chhoRiye achhe.
Ami kon class-e poRi seta amar babake hothat kore jigges korle baba thotomoto kheye jeten, kintu class 9-er pujoy (je bochhor theke amar school –er uniform shaRi hoye gelo) Shoshthhir sondhyebelay ekta sobuj ronger shaaRi kine baRi dhuke baba baRisuddu lokke chomke diyechhilen. ekhono oi purono rongchota sobuj ronger synthetic shaRita amar best shaRi.
Pujor sathe kashful, amader baganer shiuli, sona roder sokal, 'bajlo tomar alor beNu' jotokhani otoproto, Rishrar line-er oparer 'Debosree Tailors' tar theke kichhu kom noy, antoto amar durgapujor sathe. 3 maas aage frock, blouse-r chhitkapoR niye giye line diyeo, Panchomiir raate rege kNai hoye giye Debosree ke taRa na lagate hole se bochhor pujo pujoi na. emon bochhor o gechhe, Shoshthhir dineo jama na peye, "chaina" bole rege mege maa chole esechhen, Ashtomiir sokale scooter e chepe haasi mukhe "raag korben na boudi" bole Sanjay kaku baRi boye ese jama diye gechhe.
Se Debosree Tailors-o nei, se pujo o nei amar. Tobe ekhonkar chhotoder nischoy nijeder smriti toiri hochchhe protyek bochhor pujoy. Sei golpogulo konodin shonar aashatei ami ekhono pujor jonyo unmukh hoye thaki.

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  1. Mon ta kharap hoye gelo apnar lekhata poRe... amar childhood tao oirakomi abused chhilo kina! Tar opor amar abar janmodin tao pujor modhye bole aneker janmodin-e notun jama hoy setao anek samay hotona. Protiti jama ekhono moner modhye gNethe achhe. Ar ekhane jodio haway ekta pujo-pujo bhab ter pawa jachchhe, ekhankar pujoy motei se moja nei.

    Ar oi je apnar bhadrosomaje porbar moton ektao jama nei bollen, amaro sei dharona chhilo gato sapta obdhi. Tarpor baRi change korbar samaye dekhi jama-kapoRer pNotla taai sabtheke baRo! Roj sokale je segulo kothay jaay ke jane?

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  2. Tai naki sugata? amar husband er o jonmodin pujoy pore, she o bole khoob abused childhood tar. Amar ta oboshyo besh mojar e chilo. Unfortunately, Kuntala, tomar moton amar kono jetha kaka mashi nei. Ek mama ache sheo bideshe thaken bole tar kach thekeo pujote kichu petam na . Amar boro uparjon ta chilo amar dida-dadu r theke. Ekhono didar kach theke pete thaki.
    Tobe tomra to USA te tao pujo dekhar ekta chance pao, amar to shei luck tao nei. Ebar Berlin jabo bhabchi, dekha jak!

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  3. are Raka bhalo byapar to. Berlin jao, ar pujor chhobi lagao....

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