Nodiir epaar opaar ebong diirghoshwaas

Nodiir epaar opaar ebong diirghoshwaas sonkranto je probaadta achhe, seta anekangshe myth bolei amar dharoNa. sob dekheshune ami siddhante esechhi je nodiir je kono paare bosei, dukkhito howa to duure thak, borong besh gorbito howar jutsoi karoNer abhab nei. ebong amra sokolei seta hoye thaki.

Chhotobelay school-e kichhu lok dekhechhilam jara naki boi ki jinis chokhei dekheni. emni emnii guchho guchho nombor pachhe. tader daapote kNecho hoye thaktam. ar bhabtam koto saadhonay emon durlobh protibhaar adhikaarii howa jay.

Koyek doshoker moroNpoN practice-e bohu koshte ei 'cool' byaparta jokhon ropto holo, tokhon sthhaan kaal paatro sob bodle gechhe. sei poribortito poristhitir kotha bebaak bhule giye, ek aasore khoob kaayda kore jei na bolechhi ami to ekdom poRashona korina, saaaaaraaaaaadin youtube dekhi, omni dekhi joRa joRa neel sobuj badami chokh amake bisphaarito drishtite dekhchhe. keu bollo se roj 18 ghonta poRe, keu asombhob hotaashar sure janalo je probhuuto cheshta koreo se raat 2 tor beshi jaagte paarchhena. tobe sobaike tekka diye gelo ekjon, jokhon se janalo tar Friday night-er binodon advanced level-er anko kosha.

Bhul timing kotobaar je amake amar praapyo gourob theke bonchito korechhe.

Deshkaaler gondii peronor dorkar nei. haater kaachhe thakuma didima gochher keu thakleo bishoyta sposhto hobe. amar thakumar sobtheke gorber bishoygulo, jegulo tini chena, achena, swolpochena keu baaRite elei (technically puro aasaro dorkar nei, dudh ba khoborer kagoj dite eleo cholbe) buk phuliye bolte thaken, segulo amar apnar boyosii karo hole lojjay mukh dekhate partam na. gNaate gNaate byatha, haat paa kNaapa, goto du bochhore tinbaar stroke ar ekbaar stroke-er 'moto', khider aruchi, sara rattir duchokher pata ek na korte para................asha kori byaparta bojhate perechhi.

Keu keu roj gym-e giye douRe, "baba ki roga hoyechhis!!!" gochher montobyo shune dogomogo hoy. keu keu khushii hoy eisob chorom agobhiirotaar uurdhe uthte pere. ei dwitiiyo doler lokera gym duure thak, diet coke-er naam shunleo tele-begune jwole othen.

Porer udaahoroNta theke khanikta lingoboishomyer gondho berote paare. kintu doshta sompurNobhaabe amar adhakhNychRa research-er. purushjaatike arektu khNutiye porjobekkhoN korle tadero erokom guchho guchho phNakphokor berobe. byaparta ar kichhui na. amar bibahito bandhobiider moddhye sposhto dutibhaag nojor korechhi. keu keu tar bor kirokom badhhyo ebong potniinisthho ebong ek cup chaayer jol gorom korar jonyo-o tar opor kirokom nirbhorshiil se kotha ghuriye phiriye bole. abar ekdol raagii borer mejajmorji ebong chorom adhikaarbodher niyomito promaaN peye jarpornai khushi hoy.

Kintu emon kichhu bishoy achhe jegulor kkhetre apatodrishtite nodiir dupaar khushi howar jukti khaate na. muuloto sonskritichorcha ei bibhaage poRe thake. Doris Lessing-er lekha poRenni? Truffaut banan ekbaare likhte parenna? korechhen ki moshai. apnar bNaachao ja, morao tai.

Tobe sob niyomeri jemon beniyom thake, temon ei GKwala antelder bhiReo majhemajhe duekta dolchhut poth bhule dhuke poRe chomke dey. ami ekjonke chini, je erokomi ekti 'Sara Bangla ke-koto-boi-poRechhe' protijogitaar aasore bose ghorsuddhu lokke stombhito kore amlaanbodone jaaniyechhilo je se Chacha Chaudhury ar Saabu chhaRa ar kono golper boi poReni kokhono. karoN ati sorol. text boi se jor kore poRte baadhyo hoy, kintu chhobi chhaRa golper boi poRa tar pokkhe asombhob.

Ami nijer mone nischit jaani, amra sobai kono na konodin, kokhono na kokhono, ei loktike hingse korechhi. er moto hote cheyechhi. tobe seta hote gele anekta sotyikaarer sahos ar anekta sotyikaarer smartness laage. seta jotodin na jogaR hochhe, totodin nodiir ei paartir kopaale shudhu diirghoshwaasi lekha achhe.