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Haater kachhe boRo didira thakle chhelepulera je ki porosmoipodii hoye poRe ki bolbo. Jishnur mamato didir meyer jonmodiner upohaar bachhar dayitwota protyashitobhabei amader ghaRe ese poRlo. Abhoy diye bollam, “ghabRas na. Internet royechhe ki korte? tui shudhu koyekta information dibi, byas. Internet millisecond-er moddhye upojukto upohaar recommend kore debe. “ Jemon bhaba temon kaaj. Laptop tene 2-3 te click kore jaygamoto pNouchhe Shibalee jante chay, “Ready?” Jishnu sotsahe ghaR naRe. “OK. prothome bol tor bhaagni hipster naki spiritual self naki Do-it-yourselfer? naki Fitness & Health Nut?” Jishnur hotobhombo mukh dekhe birokto hoye amra taRa lagai. Internet jetuku somoy bNachiyechhilo setuku mathhe mara jete dekhe. ekta soja proshner uttor dite eto somoy nile cholbe? jonmodiner date-tai ba kobe? serokom hole ‘Last minute gift’-er section-tay dekhte hobe to. Jishnu janay ‘sorting by personality’ approach cholbena. bhaagnir boyos mote ek. Hipster hote ekhono...

‘Blog’ kothata je ‘Web log’ theke esechhe eita jante amar anekdin legechhilo. ei sedin porjonto ‘Review of Theoretical Literature’ likhte giye protyekbar ami ‘ theor a tical’ type kortam. ar Ouagadougou je Burkina Faso-r rajdhanii esomporke amar bindumatro idea chhilo na. Amar agnanotar dike drishti akorshoN korte chai na ami ar. jetuku beriye poRechhe tai jotheshto. jeta bolte chai seta hochhe je blog tar mane online diary chhaRa ar kichhui na. Tofat achhe aboshyo ekta. Diary niye sorboda totostho thakte hoy ei bujhi keu poRe phello, ar blog keno keu poRchhena, sei du:khe raate ghum ase na. Jokhon 'Abantor' likhte shuru korechhilam tokhon amar drirho bishwas chhilo je swoname likhchhi bote, ta bole amar tikiti chhNute parbena keu. ami kemon, ki khai, ki pori, kader sathe othhabosa kori kaakpokkhii janbena. kintu blog jehetu adote diary, tar kachh theke nijeke lukono asombhob. ki khai to chheRei din, amake kemon dekhte, amar baRisuddhu lokke kemon dekhte, amar raa...

Soptahotake konomote shesh kore baRi phire aaram kore sobe chat baksho khule bosechhi ar bhabchhi samner 48 ghontay kii kore jiibontake lutepute newa jay, omni lokkho lokkho bochhor periye ekkhana email ese hajir. Purono bondhu shohore. dekha na korar kono jukti achhe? Jodi thakeo, se jukti byakhya kore bojhanor chaite anek kom porishromer, dekha kore phela. atoeb diirghoshwas chepe mohargho weekend-er ekta bela bolidan dite ami toiri hoi. monke ahetuk santwona di, ke jane bhalo-o to lagte pare. Smriti byaparta bhoyanok golmele. kon tuchcho byapar je mone thakbe, ar koto gurutwopuurNo kotha je bemalum hawa hoye jabe matha theke, tar kono mathamundu nei. rastar opar theke Bangali golay “Kunti! Kunti!” chitkar shonar ager muhuurto porjonto jemon amar monei chhilona, diirgho 10 bochhor dhore otai chhilo amar ‘school’-er naam. dhNaa kore naamta mathay ese jawar por tonno tonno kore rastar opare chokh chaliyeo ami chitkarer utso uddhar korte parlam na. tarpor dekhi ekjon hrishtopu...

Edesher je kota baRabaRi dekhle ekhono apna thekei thNot bNeke jay ar gola theke “jottosob” beriye ase tar moddhye ‘summer’ niye adikhyeta ekta. Khotkhotiye roddur na uthhle hahutasher ki achhe seta anekdin porjonto amar mathay dhukto na. roddur uthhlei borong chhata kholo re, golgoliye ghamo re, ekhaate chhata samle arek haate rumal baar kore sei gham mochho re. esob korte giye abodharito hoy chhata noy rumal athoba dutoi hariye jay ar baRi phire ese shunte hoy je eto irresponsible hole jiibone kichhu howa mushkil achhe. Aboshyo tarpor jokhon 6 maas dhore borof poRlo, ar sheshkale rastar dupashe joma borof kaalo kada hoye gelo, ar ami achhaR khete khete ar haat paa mochkate mochkate amar health insurance-er quota pray phuriye phellam, tokhon ekdubar amaro je summer-er jonyo praN kNadeni ta noy. Kintu ekhono ami monepraNe bishwas kori achhaR khawa, chhata hariye gaali khawar theke bhalo. JNara etodin summer–bihone mushRe poRechhilen, tNader jonyo sukhabor. Summer ese gech...

Nijer sombondhe sotyi kotha hojom kora prithibiir anek shokto kajer theke beshi kothhin. ar se sotyer mukhomukhi joto komboyose howa jay totoi bhalo. paRar nrityonatye porpor 3 bochhor jokhon mathay fetti bNadha grambasiir role chheRe berote parlam na, sei dhakka tokhon joto sportingly niyechhilam, ekhon hole ki hoto bhableo shiure uthhi. Counselling nite douRote hoto nirghat. Counselling bolte ekta golpo mone poRe gelo. amader graduate dorm chhotokhato meramotir jonyo kichhudiner jonyo bondho hoye jachhilo. ek bochhor baki thaktei sokolke chithhi dhorano hoyechhilo jate pore keu “ami to jantam na” bole jhamela pakate na pare. sei chithir sathe dekhi arekta chithhi esechhe. tate lekha achhe, dorm chheRe chole jawar trauma jodi keu samlate na pare, tobe tar jonyo University binamuulye counselling-er byabostha korbe. Kajei rajkonya ba nidenpokkhe rajkonyar prodhan sohochoriir role-eo chance na pele je counselling lagbei, tate ar aschorjo ki. Arektu boRo boyose jokhon Jyamitir s...

Banti shunle marmukho hobe ar bolbe, “chhi chhi Kuntaladi, muurkho thakar chaite emonki more jawao bhalo.” tobu ami nishchit je kichhu kichhu gnanprapti na ghotlei jiibonta anek beshi aaramer hoto. ParomaNobik shoktir khNoj peye manobsobhyotar akhere labh hoyechhe na kkhoti, seisob gobhiir torke jachchhi na. ar se niye lokkho lokkho chhelepule Madhyomike rochona likhe guchchho guchchho nombor peyechhe. tader chaite beshi guchhiye bishoyer sopokkhe bipokkhe sowal kora amar pokkhe sombhob-o na. Kintu bishwabrohmander nirikhe poromaNobik shoktir ja gurutwo, tar theke kono angshe kom noy amar tuchchho jiibone Megavideo-r bhuumika. ar apnader sondeho thakte pare Megavideo-r sathe porichoyer phole amar akhere labh hoyechhe na kkhoti, amar nei. Megavideo na thakle eddine ami aro 5 ta (bishwas hochhe na? achcha khub kom kore dhorleo 3 te to botei) paper likhe phelte partam, Abantorer patay aro khanikta aboltabol prolaap boka jeto, bondhubandhob atmiyoswojoner sathe somporkogulo joljy...

Aj sokale fridge muchhte muchhte ter pelam goto 1 ghonta dhore ektai gaan mathar bhetor ghurpak khachhe. setate abak howar kichhu nei, jeta abak korar seta hochche oi poristhite oi gaanta mathay asa. ‘Chandan sa badan’ mone achhe? Mukesh-er molayem gola ar Hawkins (naki Prestige?) pressure cooker-er bignaponer sei udbhinnojoubona ruuposii? Prithibiite sobkichhu jodi jukti mene cholto tahole ekhon amar mathay 24 ghonta kebol ‘4 baj gaye lekin party abhi baki hai’ ghorar kotha. kintu jukti jinistai ajouktik. Gaan niye bhabte bose dekhlam, ekta ekta kore emon anek gaan jomechhe ei 30 bochhore, jegulor sathe sarajiiboner moto ek ekta smriti, ek ekta somoy milemishe gechhe. ebong jeta swiikar korte giye amar nijeri mon kharap hoye jachchhe, seta hochchhe je amar ei gaangulor ektao pujo pandal-e bajle ar kortripokkhoke ‘sera pujo’-r prize pete hochchena. Jemon dhorun, ‘Bunty aur Babli’-r ‘Nach Baliye’. jemon cinema temon gaan. kintu kothao jodi oi gaaner ekta tukro-o amar kaane (ba...

E juger theke se juge sob kichhui beshi bhalo chhilo. Chelemeyera mukhe mukhe kotha bolto na, buRobuRira sokal hote na hotei park-e giye somobeto hNeRekonthhe attohasyo hese paRasuddhu loker pile chomkato na, maayera eNchoR ketekute ranna korte janten, babara bhuru kNochkate na kNochkate bNador chhelepule kotha na baRiye boi khule bose jeto. Eto boleo maayer sadh metena. bolen, “are emonki sejuger pagolgulo porjonto ejuger pagolder chaite ekshoguN beshi paate dewar jogyo chhilo.” Amader pagolgulor naki rokomsokom chhirichhNad nei. ekkebare pagolchhagol. pagoler moto pagol chhilo bote sekale. dekhleo bhoktishroddha hoy. protiti paRar nirdishto ekjon pagol. proti pagoler elaka bNadha. jini chhoto meyeder school-er samne roj sokale gombhiir mukhe duty diten, ar bhitugochher, chokh nichu kore guti guti hNata shishukonya dekhlei mota golay deke jigges korten, “ei je, poRashuno hochhe thik kore? naki kebol beyadopi?” tini roj oikhantatei bosten, bhuleo khelar mathher dike pa baRaten ...

Blog lekha sheshmesh ekta chakri. bina mainer. Kaan ebong mon, duyer swasthyer pokkhei ‘D K Bose’-er chaite Darbari Kanada beshi upokarii. Ek sitting-e ek packet Chips Ahoy shesh korle mon bhalo hoyna. kintu ojon baRe. Bishwo-bikhyato rNadhiyer ‘Chicken salad Veronique with tarragon and green grapes’-er chaite maayer dukkhi mangser jhol banate soja. Calorie ardhek. ar sotyi kotha bolte ki, kheteo bhalo ekshoguN. Shibalee-bihiin coffee shop-er koNar sofa-ta kebol ekta sofa matro. bishoNNo dupure bedhhop futon-er phNad theke amake bNachate dokaner golakata daamer teto coffee ar sofa-r nibhrito koN jotheshto noy. ekmatro pothyo manusher songo. sobtheke bhalo kaaj dey Shibalee. Raag, after all ripu. raag diye kichhu bodlano jayna, kauke bodlano jayna. raager aage ar pore advisor, maa, toll free nomborer oparer jantrik konthho, amar thyabRa naak - jemni chhilo abikol temni thake. borong protibar chole jawar somoy raag amar mathar aro kota chul sada ar chokher kol aro khanikt...

Coffee house-er klanto fan-er tolay kulkuliye ghamte ghamte, 1 taka 25 poysar kobiraji 4 jone mile bhag kore khanni konodin? jah, o amriter swad ejiiboner moto apnar ar pawa holo na. tate dukkher kichhu nei. emonki amar je eto boyos amio se kobiraji chokhe dekhini, chakha to duurer kotha. Kobiraji noy shudhu. Station theke baRi porjonto giye ekhaate kNadh theke kromagoto hoRke poRa joler botol samle, arekhaate bhari boiyer bag haatRe 'Roy Silver House' lekha velvet-er chhotto bag khule gune gune 2 taka 75 poysa baar kore rikshar bhaRa metanor din-o shesh. Kobirajir daam kingba rikshabhaRa beRechhe bole noy. jodi torker khatire dhoreo ni je kobirajir daam 68 saaler por ar baReni, ar rikshabhaRao thomke achhe 1992 saaler sei maroon uniform ar laal fite bNadha bikele, tobuo amra segulor nagal pabona ar. KaroN? karoN 25 poysai uthhe gechhe. Somoyer phokor gole 4 anna chhotobelar sei talabondho, chabi-harano bakshotay giye poRechhe, jekhane already akashprodiip ar boost...