Pagoler kando

E juger theke se juge sob kichhui beshi bhalo chhilo. Chelemeyera mukhe mukhe kotha bolto na, buRobuRira sokal hote na hotei park-e giye somobeto hNeRekonthhe attohasyo hese paRasuddhu loker pile chomkato na, maayera eNchoR ketekute ranna korte janten, babara bhuru kNochkate na kNochkate bNador chhelepule kotha na baRiye boi khule bose jeto.

Eto boleo maayer sadh metena. bolen, “are emonki sejuger pagolgulo porjonto ejuger pagolder chaite ekshoguN beshi paate dewar jogyo chhilo.”

Amader pagolgulor naki rokomsokom chhirichhNad nei. ekkebare pagolchhagol. pagoler moto pagol chhilo bote sekale. dekhleo bhoktishroddha hoy. protiti paRar nirdishto ekjon pagol. proti pagoler elaka bNadha. jini chhoto meyeder school-er samne roj sokale gombhiir mukhe duty diten, ar bhitugochher, chokh nichu kore guti guti hNata shishukonya dekhlei mota golay deke jigges korten, “ei je, poRashuno hochhe thik kore? naki kebol beyadopi?” tini roj oikhantatei bosten, bhuleo khelar mathher dike pa baRaten na. khelar mathher pagol alada. tNar kaaj, timing somosto alada.

Apnara kirokom standard-er pagoler dekha peyechhen janina, ami kheyal kore dekhechhi pray somosto pagol-eri ekkale bhoyanok bhalo chhatro howar jonoshruti thake. maayeder Prasannakumari Balika Bidyalay-er samner sei pagol naki BK Pal Boys’-er Ingrijir mastermoshai chhilen kono somoy. atmiiyoswojoner chokrante ghorbaRi chakri khuiye abosheshe pagol hoye pothe nemechhilen. pagol hoyeo bidyar proti taan tNar akkhuNNo chhilo. School-er bachcha chhaRa ar karor dike tini phireo takaten na. amader saRe 9-tar Tarakeshwar local-eo ekjon prakton-headmistress pagli dekhechhi. tini ja prolap bokten somostotai Ingrijite.

Jug bhede pagoler guNogoto maaner tofat hoy jodi maante nao chai, desh bhede je hoy seta nijer chokhe dekha. edeshe sorkari bus-er samner dikkar seat-e jNara bose bose jan, nijer mone kotha bolen ar matha naRen, tNara amar dharoNa beshirbhag-i ekakitwer rogii. diner por din ekar jonyo eka eka grocery kore, raater por raat eka eka TV dinner kheye kheye, sheshmesh ar na pere tNara eka ekai kothopokothon shuru korechhen. eNder protyekke ekta kore naatinatni patiye dile, ba nidenpokkhe ekta jibh-baar-kore- lyaaj-naRa kukurchhanar dayitwo somorpoN korle hoyto eNder prolap achirei arthopuurNo songlape poriNoto hobe.

Sotyi kotha bolte ki amar bhut ar chorke joto bhoy, pagol ar matal-ke tar theke kichhu kom bhoy lagena. bhute bhoy dekhay ar chore churi kore, kintu pagol ar matal kokhon ki korbe tar thik nei. ar golpo uponyase jai likhuk na keno, unpredictability joto na interesting tar theke anek beshi bipojjonok. amar jemon kopal, Rishra platform-e ekjon bhodrolok thakten jini full-time pagol ar part-time matal. Shukrobaar raat 10-tar somoy SKS-er baRi theke poRe phirchhi, ar tini amar pechhon pechhon aschhen ar kromagoto bolchhen, “o didi amar gamchha ta dekhechhen? o didi, amar gamchha ta kothay rakhlen?” sei du:swopno bhulte amar deri achhe.

Achena pagol to tao ekrokom, platform furolei tar gamchhar khobor rakhar daay theke amar mukti. kintu aneksomoy pagolera amader bhiishoN chena, bhiishoN kachher lok hon. jonmer por gune gune 77 bochhor, 7 maas ar 7 ratri paar korar por atiindriyo kichhu sotyi sotyi ghote kina janina, kintu ajiiboner niyomnishthho grihostho, dayitwoshiil chakure, sukh-dukkher sohochor, snehoshiil babader keu keu hothat ekdin sokale uthhe lathhi haate niye bolen, “ami baRi jachchhi.” seki? eitai to baRi tomar. mone nei roddure thhay dNaRiye, forsa rong puRiye, koto jotne protiti iNt gNathiyechhile? ei baRite chheler poite dile, meyer biye, natir annoprashon. ar to kothao kono baRi nei tomar.

Ke bollo nei? sustho, hisebi mostishko jake bhule chhilo, paglamo ese take jhul jheRe dhuye muchhe baar korechhe. e baRi keno tNar hote jabe, tNar baRite to maa apekkha korchen, pathhshala theke phire konomote mukhe duto gNujei batabi lebu diye football khelte douRono hobe. baRir pashe eto concrete-er jongol elo kottheke? panapukur tai ba gelo kothay? ekgada lok “etai baRi etai baRi” kore chNechalei mithey sotyi hoy bujhi?

Dadura pagol holeo, tNader thhokano sohoj na.