Aatmobichar


Nijer sombondhe sotyi kotha hojom kora prithibiir anek shokto kajer theke beshi kothhin. ar se sotyer mukhomukhi joto komboyose howa jay totoi bhalo. paRar nrityonatye porpor 3 bochhor jokhon mathay fetti bNadha grambasiir role chheRe berote parlam na, sei dhakka tokhon joto sportingly niyechhilam, ekhon hole ki hoto bhableo shiure uthhi. Counselling nite douRote hoto nirghat.
Counselling bolte ekta golpo mone poRe gelo. amader graduate dorm chhotokhato meramotir jonyo kichhudiner jonyo bondho hoye jachhilo. ek bochhor baki thaktei sokolke chithhi dhorano hoyechhilo jate pore keu “ami to jantam na” bole jhamela pakate na pare. sei chithir sathe dekhi arekta chithhi esechhe. tate lekha achhe, dorm chheRe chole jawar trauma jodi keu samlate na pare, tobe tar jonyo University binamuulye counselling-er byabostha korbe.
Kajei rajkonya ba nidenpokkhe rajkonyar prodhan sohochoriir role-eo chance na pele je counselling lagbei, tate ar aschorjo ki.
Arektu boRo boyose jokhon Jyamitir sojasyo soja ‘extra’ matha theke berolona, ar Ramadi’bhai kkhomar hasi hese bollen, “extra holo extra-der jonyo” tokhono bishesh shok paini. borong bujhe gechhilam, Science-er bodole Social Science-er pothe hNatai buddhimaner kaaj hobe.
Kintu boyos joto beRechhe, rode jole bristite kkhoye gaayer chamRa toto patla hoyechhe kina, ekhonkar sotyigulo mene newa tai anek shokto. baar 3-ek potluck-er polao mondo pakiye phele tobe naaker jole chokher jole bhese mene nite hoyechhilo, rondhone Draupadi howa amar ar holona e jiibone.
Ghontar por ghonta HGTV dekhe grihosojjar inspiration jogaRer cheshtao bhosme ghee dhala boi kichhu na. aboshyo anyo kichhu asha koratai anyay. amader baRite grihosojjar douR bolte lok asbar kotha thakle bichhanar chador ar porda paltano. mejhete dhuulo ar ceiling-er koNe jhul ar aalnay jamakapoR londobhondo nei to? taholei jotheshto. dewale painting? e dewale buker opor haat joRo kora raagi Bibekananda ar o dewale Santragachhi loco shed-er samne dadur office-er jhapsa group photograph.
Grihosojjar moto ekta apato-niriiho byapareo sheshporjonto shesh kotha bolbe genotype. palabar poth nei.
Porajoy swiikar korechhi. notun office-er soft board-e chotpot ekta motivational quotation-er print out sNetechhi. mone mone shopoth niyechhi je kaal theke bhishoN mon diye kaaj korbo, phNakibajir rastay ami ar nei. kintu office-er soundorjobriddhir dhaar diyeo jaini. sohokormiider desk-e lotano bahari gachh ar pNyachamukho paperweight sompuurNo agrajhyo korechhi. Cute bNasher jhuRite laal sada peppermint rakhbo bhebechhilam. anek bhebe se phNadeo pa diini.
KaroN bohu bochhor age ekbar maayer office-e jawar smriti mone poRe gelo. dewal joRa sari sari almari ar ghormoy chhoRano table chair. chardike maasi, jethhu ar kakuder haasimukh. “seki! eituku meyer eto mota choshma!”, boRoboRo janala diye BBD Bag-er byastota, Minibus-er horn ar Laldighi-r dik theke eNkebNeke berono tram-er thungthang abiram ghore dhukchhe. takale ghaR byatha hoye jawa ceiling theke line diye jhulchhe ghuronto kNyachkeche fan ar serokom ekta fan-er tolay ekta file-opchano table-e bose amar maa ghonoghono rumale ghaam muchchhen.
Oi chhobitar theke kotoduurei ba jabo? ar jete chai-o na to.
Stiletto shaped cellotape holder dorkar nei, borong phNaki na marar songkolpotay monojog diye dekhi.

Comments

  1. daruuun. ishh amar new year resolution ta mone poRe gyalo. jano, ekhane jokhon Staples ba oi dhoron er dokane jai, koto bahari jinish dekhi. dekhei mone hoy eita thakle ami nirghat 24 ghonta poRtam. kintu ta na, tar por i Baba-r kotha, onnyanno sadharon bhabe beRe otha manush gulo r kotha mone poRe, aar nijeke khub choto lage...tokhon apsosh hoy, je eto sujog peyeo ami kyamon ga eliye bose achi.

    but, pNyachamukho ta kintu bajar e khub cholche. khobordar kino na. every alternate manush er kache ek i jinish dekhle, seta nijer kenar kono mane hoy?

    ReplyDelete
  2. aar ekta kotha na bole parlam na. facebook e "my kitchen", "my backyard", jwatio onek album dekhe amar moner koneo besh chobir moto baRi, tate jhorna, sada dhopdhope fence, ityadir lobh jage. kintu seta jano, thik ami na. mane amar oi loadshedding e mosha marte marte marte, chanachur er sathe adda na dite parle shanti hobe na. hoyto khub regressive shonay kothata, oneke bole uhhh nyakami, pachcho tai kodor bujcho na, kintu ami khub sincerely bolchi jano, kolkata te fire na gele thik mone shanti asbe na. baki sob kyamon roNg chapano. nokol.

    ei lekhata khub touch korlo.:)

    ReplyDelete
  3. hNya Sumana, rongchonge file ar cute post-it diye jodi poRashonar bichar hoto, tahole ami eddine Nobel peye gechhi. ar adday chanachurer bhuumika niye amio tomar sathe ekmot.

    ReplyDelete
  4. Arre osab jinis onyo loker photo te dekhtei bhalo. Ami kato rong-chonge post-it kine dekhechhi, dorkarer samaye hoy segulor katha mone poRena, noyto segulo khNujei pawa jaayna. Osab amader moton lokeder jonyo noy. TachhaRa table e je sudrishyo showpiece rakhbo se dekhai ba jabe kikore? Table to aje-baje kagojer stup e dhaka! Jatoi porishkar korina keno se stup abar jomei jaay.

    ReplyDelete
  5. ja bolechhen. ami ekhono majhe majhe table guchhonor bhan kori. kintu keno kori ke jane.

    ReplyDelete

Post a Comment