Atmobishwas o khNyada naak


Gotokalker post-ta likhte likhtei ar lekhar poreo anekkkhoN dhore sondeho hochhilo, thik ei bishoyta niye age ekta post likhechhi na? eki ghotona, eki bhashay borNona korlam na ei kodin agei? Type kora shesh hole, jotokkhoN dhoirjo thaklo totokkhoN Abantor-er purono post-er bandil khNujlam. tarpor “dhuttor” bole ‘publish’-e click kore dilam.
Bujhun abostha.
Abantorer jhuRite aro ekta post jomlo ar amar atmobishwasta aro ko’dhap neme jekhane giye theklo, sekhan theke take tule ante gele khali haate kulobe na, jhul-jhaRu gochher kichhu ekta lagbe.
Chup kore bose thakle to cholbena, kichhu ekta to korte hobe, ei bhebe hrito atmobishwas punoruddhare berolam. edike khNuji odike khNuji, office-e khNuji, baRite khNuji, haate mathhe busstop-e grocery-te take gorukhNoja khNujlam. pelam na.
Abosheshe khNojakhNujite istofa diye baRi phire internet khule khate eliye poRa gelo. atmobishwas na thakleo cholbe, kintu net connection na thakle sref mara jabo.
Tokkhuni, poroshpathor. dekhi ekjaygay confidence bili hochchhe. akatore.
Apnara jNara worldwideweb-er shoktite mohito howar pokkhe boddo buRo hoye gechhen, tNader bojhar subidher jonyo boli, e holo apnader amoler sei Hogg saheber bajar, bagher dudh theke haatir chhana, ja chai tai paben. ar tar sathe fau paben happiness, motivation ar confidence.
TaRataRi dekhte gelam, kichhu jodi poRetoRe thake to mathay kore ghore tule anbo. oma, giye dekhi tension korar kono karoN-i nei. Confidence-er class tokhono purodome cholchhe. ami ekkoNe gutisuti mere bose poRlam.
Prothomei khotka. Class-suddhu sobai na holeo, bipul sonkhyagorishthotay mohilara. bohudin dhore, bohu desh ghure (thik dhorechhen) bohu adda marar abhignotay ami jani, boring ebong golmele adda chinbar anyotomo upay hochchhe, ei naripurusher sokhyar boishomyo. Share bajar ar shashuRi, addar bishoy hisebe dutoi chomotkar, jotokkhoN tara eke oporke mathachaRa dite na dichchhe.
Jai hok. class-e mon dewa gelo. jNara esechhen, protyashitobhabei tNader sobar-i atmobishwas tolanite. jeta interesting seta hochchhe, sokoleri somosyar suutro ghor na, office na, abaadhyo swami, bichchhu sontan, emonki pajir pajhaRa boss porjonto na, tNader nijeder chehara. keu beshi roga, keu beshi mota, karo naak khNyada, karo abar tiyapakhir moto bNykano. sobari cheharay prochur khNut, sobari aaynar dike takale kanna pay. more jete ichchhe kore .
Upay? didimoni bollen, upay hochche roj sokal dupur bikele aaynar samne dNaRiye nijer soundorjoke aNtipaati kore khNuje bar kora. palabe kothay bachhadhon? naak khNyada to ki hoyechhe, bhalo kore khNujun, dekhben hasita ki sundor. haasio ebRokhebRo? tahole chibuker toler dike nojor pheran. tateo jodi mon na bhore, hNap chhaRun je gaale ektao broNo beroyni.
Sekhaneo byartho hole ki hobe? ami janina. abar hapusnoyone kNadte boste hobe bodh kori.
Uthhe poRlam. baRi ese aaynar samne dNaRiye nijer naakkhanar dike bhalo kore cheye dekhlam anekdin por. jemon chhilo abikol temni achhe. gNyat hoye bose achhe amar mukher ekebare modhyikhane bodyinath hoye. bechara. ekkale koto gaalmondo korechhi. nehat kothao jawar nei, tai poRe poRe mukh buje maar kheyechhe.
Tokhon chhoto chhilam bujhtam na. ekhon jani, ichchhemoto career na pawa, Abantor-e bishoyer doinyo, maa babar mon rakhte na para…..konotar jonyoi amar khNyada naak dayii noy. Career chhaRun, ekkhana prem-o je holo na, tarjonyo-o jodi keu daayi thake tobe se amar chorom judgemental, khitkhite bodmejaj. naak bechara chaileo kichhu korte partona.
Kajei amar cheharatake aaynar kathhgoRa theke mukti diye desk-e pherot elam. Pen chibiye chibiye arekkhana abantor post likhe niye abar hajir hoyechhi. jotoi ekgheye hokna keno, ekebare durchhai korar moto nishthur apnara hote parbenna, sei bhorsay.

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  1. nak niye prob bodhhoy 90% jonogoner. nijer nak er doirgho-prostho niye khushi byakti aami aj obdhi dekhini.. filmstar der cosmetic surgery r itihasheo max. katachhera kora hoechhe ei nak niyei... tai majhe majhe mone hoy, bhogoban ei nak gorar somoy motei serious chhilen na. jahok tahok kore kore diyechhen ekkhana.r take sthan diyechhen most prime location e. orom modhyomoni hoe thake bolei na manusher eto complain !! arekta reason maybe chokh, thot, skin er dag sob e pray make up er sahajye make-up kora jay.. khyada ba byanka nak ke dhit korar serom upojogi make up o nei.. manush boro niupay !!

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  2. thik bolechho Sohini. naak niye nakikannar shesh nei amader. tobe se jonyoi sundor naakwala lokeder demak-o beshi. ami eta empirically poriikkha kore dekhechhi. ar kothay kothay bhogobanke dosh dewa tomader bhoyanok bodabhyes. bNocha-khNada Nose diyechhen jemon, Nosejob-o diyechhen to. tomra tar subidhe nebena, se tomader dosh. bhogoban ki korben?

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  3. ei naak niye kono kotha hobe na! amar naak chotto, ekdom bheste jaoa, aar naak er phNuto na bole black hole bollei bhalo hoy. aayna aar ki korbe, mashi, pishi, dida, soba ek bakye bole eseche, "eh he tor naak ta niyei joto problem, eto khNyada naak e biye korbe ke?" byapar hocche amar chokh er neeche kaali, amar iyya mota kaan er loti, amar sara bochor fNata thNoth ke keu i kichu bolena..just naak er pechone lage. amar naak er jonno besh kharap lage. ki partiality na bolo! ami thik korechi amar cheye o khNyaha naak-ola lok ke biye korbo. tokhon ke ki bolbe boluk!

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  4. bah, eita bhalo strategy Sumana, naak dekhe bor pochhondo kora.

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  5. Ha ha ha... amar college er ek bandhobir katha mone poRe gelo. Se meyetike dekhte bhalo, ar naak besh tikolo chhilo. Naakta je ektu beshi-i tikolo seta kheyal korlam jakhon Harry Potter 2 release korlo, ar lokjon taake Dobby bole dakte shuru korlo. Jak, apnar khetre the pen is mightier than the nose, setai to confidence baRanor pokkhe jatheshto howa uchit, naki?

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  6. are buRo howar oitai to subidhe Sugata, aaltuphaltu jinis niye hiinommonyotay bhugte hoy na ar. ekhkon ami byapartake jebhabe dekhi seta holo, amar naak khNyada se ami bujhbo, kaar kii bolar achhe tate? thik kina?

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