Bisraam bishoye
Jiiboner sathe jNader bindumatro alap-porichoy achhe tNara janen je ekhane sob bhalo ba sob kalo bole kichhu hoyna. ekla thakao byatikrom noy. subidhe agunti, asubidheo achhe haategona. Positive thinking practice korchhi boli se asubidhegulor dike takaina bote, kintu tate tader thakata to ar mitthye hoye jay na, jay ki?
Goto Robibar serokom ekta asubidhe emon prokot hoye uthhlo je take ar agrajhyo kora gelona. ki hoyechhilo jante chan? shunun tobe. jodio bolte lojjay kaan laal hoye jachchhe amar. ei Robibar ami saradin shuyechhilam. saradin. S-A-R-A-D-I-N. jwor na jari na, matha dhoreni, pet kamRayni, keno-ekkhanao-prem-nitol-namano-gelona-sob-majhpothe-dorkocha-mere-phuriye-gelo se baasipocha du:kho-o mathachaRa deyni, emni-i shuye achhi. Just shuye achhi. ar YouTube dekhchhi.
Shuye shuye gayer ekpashta dhore gelo jokhon tokhon uthhe laptop-ta ghuriye ami abar anyopash phire shulam.
Ei pash pherapheri chollo saradin dhore.
Bhabte parchhen? 30 bochhor boyose amar maa chhute chhute office jachchhilen, dule dule promotion-er poriikkhar poRa mukhostho korchhilen, ghemeneye babar (ar nijer) office-er bhat rNadhchhilen, shwosur-shashuRike Horlicks khawachchhilen, sokal 9 tar somoy dorjay pNyakpNyak horn bajiye riksha ese gechhe jokhon, kNachumachu mukhe take “2 minute dNaRao Rabi” bolchhilen, sondeho nei swoyong Jamraj eleo tNake eki kotha bolte hoto maayer, tokhon sobkichhu thamiye mathar opor du-anguler shing uNchiye ‘Hattimatim’ neche 2 bochhorer kNadune konyar monoronjon korchhilen.
Ar ami kebol epash theke opash phire shuchchhi.
Swami-sontan chheRe dilam, ekkhana roommate thakleo nehat chokkhulojjar khatire aalosyer ei nirlojjo advertisement chalate partam na ami. sokale uthhe donboithok diye paper na likhte bosleo, grocery antoto korte berote hoto. balish japte poRe thakar bodole vacuum niye juddhe namte hoto.
Tao jodi emon hoto je saradin shuye theke amar daruN bhalo lagchhe, sara soptaher klanti dhuye muchhe Sombar sokale notun sfuurtite office jachchhi, taholeo ekta kotha chhilo. howar kothao noy. saradin dhamsano bichhanay shuye ghum asena, asleo bhulbhal swopno dekhe majhrattire ekshobar kore chotka bhenge jay. sokale uthhe matha dopdop, gaa byatha, mejaj tong. niyom kore beje othha maayer phone tule aswabhabik thanda golay boli, "hNya bolo...."
Athocho maa ki korle amar ei akaroN atyachar theke rokkha paben, ta amar ajana nei. sobtheke boRo kotha ki korle ami nijei nijer ei bodmejaj ar saradiner gaa-myajmyajer haat theke bNachbo setao akkhore akkhore jana achhe amar.
Ami jani amar ekta “perfect’ din kemon dekhte.
Aschorjer byapar, sei dinguloy na achhe balish, na achhe YouTube. borong sokkal sokkal uthhe prato:bhromoN, “perfect” ek cup cha kheye somoymoto office pNouchhono, mon diye kaaj kora, boss-ke dekhle mukh nichu kore na paliye chokher dike takiye hese kotha bola, baRi phire ese maake nije thekei phone kore chomke dewa, amar katono sera ekta diner anyotomo upadan.
Erokom ekta diner sheshe bichanay ga thekao matro ghum. dekhte na dekhte arame chokh buje ase. majhrate du:swopno to bhulei jan, emonki Christian Bale-e ese ghumer byaghat ghotate sahos paanna.
Tobu Shoni-Rabibar ele ami sob bhule saradin shuye thaki. sara soptaher gadhar khatunir jonyo prize di nijeke nijei.
Prize-er sathe nirghum raat free pawa jabe jeneo.
boltei hochhe, ami exactly ei kaj ta kori maximum weekend ei.. ki je baje r guilty lage saradin ghumote, but tao uthina iche kore.. ol dhol ja jerom ache thaak, ami sudhu shuye thaki r youtube dekhi ba facebook er dike takiye thaki! ki odbhut lage! :)
ReplyDeleteyo! hath melao :)amio etai kori, porer din presentation thaka swotte o :)mone hoy weekend i to, ki aar hobe. btw tomake chupi chupi bole rakhi, amar to guilty lagei na, Atreyee r o lage na motei. o ghum theke uthe besh aram kore bole, aah ki ghumolam :)
ReplyDeleteweekend e shuye shuye rodh poyate poyate laptop e blog porchi. aha ki anando...weekend e antato ekdin shuye boshe blog aar gopper boi na porlei borong guilty lagey.
ReplyDeleteki lucky tomra sobai !! saradin shoya to duure thak, shoyatai ekhon konomote korte hoy amay.
ReplyDeletemon theke guilt jhere fele jotodin parchho ei priviledge njoy kore nao..
Atreyee, jak shuneo bhalo lage je bakirao amari moto. ar Sumana jai boluk na keno ami tomar baje lagata sompuurNo bishwas korchhi.
ReplyDeleteSumana, are dhur presentation to thakbei, Shoni Rabi to roj roj asbe na, thik kina?
Shampa, eta bhalo bolechho. amio bhabchhi guilt-trip ta ultobage chalabo.
ekbar bookstore e ekta boi dekhechilam...."art of meandering: how to cultivate talent and creativity".
ReplyDeleteulte paalte deklam je lekhoker baktobbo holo ei: je kichu na kore shuye boshe kaatano tao dorkar as it fosters thinking and creativity.
byaas aar ke dekhey amay. bhablam ek cup coffee niye eshe tatey chumuk ditey ditey boita arektu bhalo bhabe dekhi...tarpor kinbo. o ma! ektu porey okhane phire dekhi boita hawa!
shei je haralam...aaj porjonto oi boi tar tiki dekhte pelam na. aamar bondhura bolchen je puro tai aamar kolpona'r goru gache chhore zumba nachar byapar!
Sohini, thiki bolechho. mone mone nijeo jani je eta privilege. tao nalish korte chhaRi na.
ReplyDeleteShampa, kichhu Zumba nach na, lekhoker boktobyer sathe ami sompuurNo ekmot. kNuRemota srishtishiilotar pokkhe essential. In fact amar ek porichito bolen, aalosyo ekta art. shikhte hoy, anek porisrom lage.
PhDComics-er sroshta Jorge Cham bolen je Archimedes, Newton, Einstein enara je ja great kaj korechhen, seigulo lab e bose korenni. Archimedes bathtub e chan korchhilen, Newton aapel gachher tolay lyad khachchhilen ityadi. Tai great kichhu korte holey je "kichhu ekta korbo" erakom monobhab niye sarakkhon thakte hobe e dharona ta bhul. Ke bolte pare, saradin shuye shuyei hoyto apni economics e Nobel ta peye jete paren. Takhon ar guilty lagbena.
ReplyDeleteE prosonge ekta katha mone poRe gelo. "Conscience is the thing that feels bad when everything else feels good." Kajei oita niye khub ekta bhabbenna.
Sugata, jothariiti mon bhalo kore dilen. Conscience niye quotation-ta jobbor. mone kore rakhbo. Nobel pawar khobor pele aboshyo shock kheye heart attack hoye more jete pari, tokhon otogulo taka mathhe mara jabe. kajei ota na pelei mongol. tobu, apnar ashwaser jonyo anek dhonyobaad.
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