Nokol du:kho

Idaning dingulo boddo taRataRi phuriye jay. Office theke beronor agei janalar baire andhokar. shesh bikeler fyakashe alor bodole rasta juRe headlight taillight’er chokh dhNadhano bonya. ekdike jotoduur chokh jay holud, arekdike anonto dhoirjo niye apekkharoto saari saari laal alor srot. sokaleo jhamela. ghum bhengar por ceiling-er dike cheye shuye thaki, jodi bhul kore suurjodeb ‘before time’ ese jan. britha apekkha. sheshmesh haal chheRe diye uthhe ghutghute andhokare light jwele ghoraghuri. majhrattire uthhe dNat meje chayer jol bosate hole jerokom adbhut lagar kotha, serokomtai lage roj.

Eto chhoto din hole ja hoy, kono kaaj hoyna. mane kaajer kaaj. kaajer kaaj bolte ami bookcase gochhanor kotha bolchhina kintu. athoba drawer-er bhetor je mondo pakiyechhe, cellotape, kNaachi, guchchho refill, headphone-er joRanomoRano taar, tukrotakra asonkhyo kagoj, jeguloke ke jane keno eksomoy jomiye rakhar moto dorkari mone hoyechhilo, purono chithir bandil…..shurute protyeker jonyo jayga nirdishto chhilo, ekhon ekta jinis khNujte gele sob hNatkano chhaRa goti nei……se mondo porishkar korar kothao bolchhi na.

Ekekta kore din chole jay, ar ami ter pai ajo amar bhalolagar kaajgulo kora holona. Time-i nei. uddeshyohiin hNatte jawar time nei, sondhyebela ga dhuye shanto hoye bose, chokh buje, ekbuk dom niye “Saaaa” dhorar time nei, Economics-er kotha to chheRei dilam, baRi theke sei kobe niye asa nib-pen-ta khNuje bar kore kagojer opor duchhotro lekhar time nei.

Konomote churichamari kore MS Word-e niyomrokkha 400 shobdo type korar 40-ta minute jodi jogaR korte pari, nijekei sedin nije chomke di.

Sob dosh oi hotochchhaRa Day Light Savings’er. (naki Day Light Savings na thakar? ke jane, ami sotyi byaparta niye ekhono ghNete achhi. ejonme se ghNatani ghuchbe bole moneo hochchhe na.)

Athocho saradine amar somoyer abhab achhe, e kotha amar ati boRo bondhuo bolben na. pachhe somoy kom poRe, sejonyo daami chakri dekhe “towba” bole kaan chapa diye ekhaat jibh ketechhi, nijeke bujhiyechhi “academics”-e thakar chaite shanti ar kichhute nei. ki hobe saradin pNujiibadii maaliker munafalabher shoRojontrer saakredi kore? tar theke borong taRataRi dokan gutiye baRi phire gaan, kobita, cinema, lekhalikhi niye poRe thaka jabe.

Nijer bhalolagagulor pichhu dhawa kora jabe nijer moto kore besh.

Sotyi kotha bolte ki, ekhono setai korchhi. kintu mushkilta hoyechhe ei je, amar ‘bhalolaga’r sonkhya dindin roktobiijer moto baRchhe. gnantrishna shotodha hoye dike dike chhutechhe, ‘how to bake a cheesecake without cracks’-er totka theke ‘Fat Acceptance biplob’ theke ‘Minimalism movement’ hoye ‘Midsomer Murders’er aro ekta roktakto episode, kichchhu baad poRchhena. saradin phNaki mere internet-e 'Body Image' songkranto kothin kothin probondhe opor opor chokh buliye athoba Lady Gaga-r latest fashion faux-pas’r chhobi dekhe ami sondhyebela abar sei laal-holud alor iNdurkole atka poRe bhabchhi, eto time chhilo, timepass’er eto khorak chhilo, tobu mon bhorlona keno?

Keno aro ekta din bebak jole gelo mone hochchhe?

Eta mone hotona, jodi ami baRi phire ese antoto ekta cheesecake bananor cheshtao kortam. nahoy crack-walai holo. jodi baRi ese Coke-Zero’r botolta chhNuRe phele diye full-fat Coke dhokdhok kore golay dhalte partam. jodi drawer’er jonjal taan mere phele diye jetuku-na-holei-noy serokom ekta sotyikarer mitacharii jiibonjaponer sahos dekhate partam.

Jodi amar ‘bhalolaga’gulor amar jiiboner sathe bindumatro somporko thakto. jodi bishwer sobkichhu somporke gnansonchoy na kore ami gutikotok jinis niye poRe thakte partam. gaan, golper boi, Economics. jara shoto anadoreo amar songo chhaReni. sotyikarer bondhutwer bhoyanok shokto poriikkhay distinction peye pass korechhe bochhorer por bochhor.

Ei re, post-ta khub du:kho du:kho hoye gelo naki? bishwas korun amar ektuo du:kho hoyni. dibbi achhi, khachchhi dachchhi dieting korchhi. asole bochhor shesher season to, na chaiteo jomakhoroch chawapawa hyanatyanar hiseb melanor chhNoyach lege jachchhe. kichhutei eRano jachchhena.

Porer post-ta etar theke ekshoguN hasikhushi hobe, promise.