Amar dosh

Porshu raate Ghosh-jethhi johkon office theke phirchhilo, andhokaar golitaay, cycle-e chapa duto chhele taan mere jethhir golar haar niye chompot diyechhe.

Protyashamotoi, paaRar aain-srinkhola poristhiti niye jol jotota ghola howa dorkar chhilo, tar bodole jethhi-r kopaale binipoysaar gyaan-i jutechhe beshi. "are, ekjon shikkhito mohila jodi etuku na bojhen, raatebirete sonaar goyna pore rastaghate beron, tobe chhintai na howataai aaschorjer."

Akaatyo jukti. ebong sulobh.

Ei prihibiir joto lok amake apomaan korchhe, protaroNa korchhe, manusher nyuunotomo prapyo morjada dite aswiikar korchhe, se sob amar doshe. karoN tarai swabhabik. ami je tader victim hochhi, seta shudhu promaaN kore je ami koto boRo gadha. byas.

Jethhir golar haar chhintai-er ghotonata hoyto nitantoi chhNichke churi. ebong sei ghotonar protikriyaar moddhye guRho samajik tatporjo khNujte jawa paranoia. kintu ei eki jukti emon anek jaaygay lagsoi gNuje dewa jay, ebong ahoroho dewa hoyeo thake, jegulo niye duschinta kora, andhokaar raate sonar haar chhintai howar motoi swabhabik.

Amar ek porichito bhodrolokke, Australia-y thakar subade, khoborer kagoje niyomito chhapa bharotiiyo chhatroder opor hamla ityadi niye proshno koray tini bolechhilen, "are edero dosh achhe. poRte esechhis poR. ta na, chakri kore, gaaRi kine, party kore oto nojor kaaRar dorkar ki."

Sei to. ato shobdo kore bNachar ki achhe? gola namiye fisfis kore kotha bolbe, rastar alo bNachiye dewal ghNeshe paa tipe tipe hNatbe, ultodik theke keu aschhe dekhle rasta chheRe dNaRabe. egulo na kore jodi maar khao, doshta je maarchhe tar noy. tomar.

Howrah station-e ekdin, baki 360 diner motoi, kono ekjon forsakapoR pora bhodrolok amake aproyojoniiyo sporsho korechhilen. mushkilta hoyechhilo je ei khelata uni notun shikhchhilen bodhoy, tokhono soRogoRo honni. kajei onar gaalta amar haater samne poRe jay, ebong amar abyartho 5 anguler choR sei gaale giye poRe (ami totodine ei khelatay riitimoto veteran, onar moto kNacha kheluRe noi). tate aboshyo sobai ghure amakei dekhte thaake. kintu totodine gaayer chamRa jotheshto mota hoye gechhe. biddho korte hole drishtibaaN kaaj dey na.

Ekjon atyonto niriiho cheharar bhodrolok (ami motamuti nishchit tini meyeder gaaye haat denna, ebong bishoyta je aporadh seta bhaben, ebong jara dey tader nichu chokhe dekhen) shudhu sohanubhuutir swore bolechhhilen, "apnader kintu rastay berono uchit na didi."

Amar ekhono majhe majhe afshosh hoy, arekta choR sedin khoroch korini bole.